a guy's note

2008-05-05T22:38:00.000+08:00

GOODBYE. NOOBASS. SHALL BE BACK SOON?
AS FOR NOW. NO NO NO.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

CLOSED FOR NOW.

2008-05-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

okay lets start off this way.
SORRY LA KOKWEI!
SORRY LA VANESSA!
(next week kae...HAHAHHAHA)

had mother day dinner at california pizza.
the whole family with my sister's boyfriend.
got to go there if i have any chance again.
nice food there.
the pizza there looks delicious ad tastes delicious too.
like YUMMY, okay maybe not al but at least the one with the mango.
really tasty and nice.
got another with the duck whihc doesnt taste very veyr nice but still not too bad.
he wraps they serves there is like the nicest wraps on earth,
okay maybe the best that i has ever tasted la.
BUT ITS NICE LIKE HEAVEN!HHOHOHOHOHOHO.

after the dinner we had desert at some place near chinatown.
really nice too. had seaseme paste.
WHOO! FAVOURITED.

school tomorrow.
and. as usual.not really looking forward to it.
but is getting better by the days.
so i hope for the day i get in love with my class.
it will come i think.HAHAHHAAHAHA

I AM JEALOUS.
VERY JEALOUS.
it tastes so sour and soar.

random PICTURES FROM MY SIS 21ST!

2008-05-04T03:21:00.001+08:00

met up with brenda kowei and fishy for dinner. on friday.
met up with kokwei for bk.
meeting up with kokwei and vanessa.

and look at the banner above! COOL RIGHT!HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA.

2008-04-30T23:39:00.001+08:00

HAPPY LABOUR DAY TO ALL!

life is not better on the other side of earth.
but life is definately better in the past.
and things is also looking better in school now.
with charlotte lester angelyn shuwen and germaine in class.
laughter is calling people now!AHAHHAHAHHAA.

understated friendship.
- theGANG.

sometimes you wonder if you are the clever one.
you wonder who is playing the fool.
you come to realise everyone is playing the game of trust.
which is so not fun.
i know i trust Xiaodi and theGANG.
i wonder if i shuold trust you.
sometimes you seem to know everything.
but i think you are just making up everything.
its either real
or you are a expert in making up stories.

GOOD LUCK FOR EXAM XIAODI.
remind me when you end your paper.

I AM FEELING HUNGRY. ARGH
HAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

2008-04-30T00:51:00.002+08:00

i am feeling so damm sad now.
for the fact i have to chase everyone for pictures.
but none of them are sening me.argh
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH. HELLO! CLARINDA! HELLO! YANRONG!

okay something weird happen today.
peoplewho knows me knows that i never wear a watch.
and guess what?
i got a watch. because its P R E ...PRETTY.
WHOOO.time for change.hahahah

2 days in school.
day 1. scary.
day 2. better.
day 3. little hope i guess.hahahhaaha

was on the phone eariler.
note to self.HAHAHHAAH.

2008-04-30T00:51:00.000+08:00

2008-04-27T00:56:00.000+08:00

I SWEAR I WAS FEELING HAPPY.
NOTE: WAS.

so regreted calling kailing why her friendster was deleted and stuff when i'm having a bad headache.
the conversation was bad.
really bad.
i dont understand a single thing, as i i hear and i dont understand.
guess its because of my headache or something.
all i heard was.
winnie cl basfriend quarreling.
ask clarinda lor.
she also dont want to talk to you.
then bye.

OH GREAT.
tried to understand and think i did nothng wrong.
and after 10 mins i still couldnt understand anything.
called back.
kailing say nothings wrong.
but my headache just make me think somethign's wrong but i know there isnt anything wrong.
all in my head was quarreling, clarinda also dont want to talk to you and reagen speakign in english.
and all these stuff manage to turn a happy day into really bad day.

I AM FEELING SO IRRITATED.
and my headache isnt getting any better.
thanks.

ps. not any of your fault but my headache's fault.

photos up soon! for my sis birthday.

2008-04-26T02:52:00.000+08:00

I AM A HAPPY LITTLE KID.
ALTHOUGH I A LITTLE BIT OLD TO BE A LITTLE KID.
AHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA.

everything is so nice today.
whoo.
firstly lets wish the two lady happy birthday.
MR THIA LENG LENG ASHLYN.
as you can see i am a THIA and she's a THIA so its rather obvious that she is related to me somehow.
well, MY SIS! WOOO! HAPPY 21ST!

secondly!
MR WONG KAILING FAILURE.
as you can see. she has a nickname from me!
so should be considered close, hahahahah.
SO HERE IS YOUR WISH!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!

stuff decided today is really last min,
everything is last min! really!
SORRY JACK SORRY JACK SORRY JACK SORRY JACK!
was watching a show while my mum came out from her room.
and guess what i decided to trim my hair.
and within min i went down to have a trim.

then my dad came back, and my phone that my phone is a little crazy.
anyone who really know me will know my phone is crazy.
and we went around yishun to check out the phone.
HAHAA!
AND I GOT A NEW PHONE!
PEOPLE DONT BE SURPRISED! I GOT MY NEW PHONE!
WHOOOOOO.
but my K800I is still at home but it now belongs to my dad.
and i am having my new phone! K850I!!!
get busted man! a new phone.
FINALLY.hahahhahaa

came home after getting my phone.
and fix up all my phone stuff.
and though i giving kailing's present today at twelve.
SORRY JACK SORRY JACK SORRY JACK SORRY JACK.
then contacted reagen and went with him.
called kailing's brother guoquan!
HELLO GUO QUAN! (wongkailing ask your brother to look at this!hahaaha)
THANKS FOR YOUR HELP ALTHOUGH....AHAHAHHAHAHAH
went up her house to wait for her.
but she ws not home.
blah blah blha blah blah.
her mum came outand saw us and.....
"conversation"
went in. and callled wong kailing.
argh
ahhahahahhahahaha.
this and that and that and this.
passed wong kaiing her present.
SORRY JACK SORY JACK SORRY JACK SORYY JACK!

went to kpool.
and saw LOTS OF PHS VOLLEYBALLER which is really scary.
one of them came out of no where in the middle of the road and said hello.
took me mins to recognise her.
and its so unexpected that she recognise me but she did.
kill me because i look the same after years.
argh
and some other people.

took a cab and home we went.
WONG KAILING WE ARE NOT CHEAPO!
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOH.

and lastly of course.
SORRY JACK SORRY JACK SORRY JACK SORRY JACK.

and tthe present!

2008-04-25T02:41:00.000+08:00

today have been a relatively nice day.
a day out at sakea sushi with the wan's sisters.
wanyan and wanxin.
its just the start of my nerves breakdown and bursting of my blood vessels with wanxin around.
argh.AHAHAHAHHAAH.
we talked about alot of stuff.
from been alive to death.
and a lot more of course.
done with our lunch and we went to have a look at the movies avaibable.
spent quite a while to decide on the movie we will be watching.
RUN PAPA RUN.

hmmmmmm. considered okay i guess.
dont have any strong after effect from watching it.
but i know the kid is pretty!argh but wanxin say she might be from mainland.
argh.kill you.
nice storyline.
funny? maybe a little.
OKAY! WANXIN WANYAN! LUNCH OR DINNER IN SCHOOL OKAY!HAHHHAHAHAHHAAHH.

WANXIN YOU BETTER THANK YOUR GUANYINMAN.KEEP OH MY GUAYINMAN.
THAT WE ARE NOT IN THE SAME CLASS.
OTHERWISE.....HAHAHHAHAA.
AND PEOPLE!

GOOD MORNING! HEHEHEHEHEHEHE!HAHAHAHAHAHAH

2008-04-24T04:20:00.000+08:00

just before i actually go to bed.

i had this really bad dream yesterday.
its like this.
i just bought my slipper and i used it right away.
dont really rmemeber what color it is but i know i am really happy.
so i was walking happily. and if i didnt se the place wrongly i was on my way out of bishan junction 8.
like the way out of j8 to the mrt where the construction are done.
then suddenly people was walking out of j8 to the mrt with me.
i know i saw kokaling, kailing and kowei and some other people who i cant manage to see properly.
koklaing was walking infront of me then kailing and kokwei was walking behind me.
happily that is, everyone was laughing happily.
before we reach the mrt we saw yiyuan and vanessa walking into junction 8.
then i said..
eh! you two come out never tell me. PANG SEH.
and somehow they didnt hear me or act that they didnt see me.
then both of them went to say helo to the rest and spoke with them.
then i went up to talk to them.
then the two of them shouted at me right away.
i got the shock of my life in my dream.
and the next thing i know i am sitting on my bed.
thinkin of what happen..
because it seem so real and believable.
i got so busted by the dream that i cant think right.
even when i met up with the poly clique.
sorry yeah? got too busted by my dream that i didnt act right until the last hour i think.

wonder what casues the dream.
and how come they are in my dream and why a new slipper?
no bad dream tonight.please.
but i just got this feeling i will have it for sure.

2008-04-23T01:55:00.001+08:00

feeling busted.but i am fine.

i am not going to help out in the wu jiahui concert tomorrow/today.
since i would be leaving early without even able to listen to a single song,
so what for? no idea.

SO YANRONG. SORRY YOU ARE BUSTED.hahahaahahahaa.
you arent online and i am lazy to message you that i am not going.
so luck man, you need it!

okay now for the reason why i am feeling busted.
humans are really unpredictable, so unpredictable that it scares me.
as much as i try to view people as basic as anyone can be,
it just seem to turn the world round.
round as in really round.
scary.
its either human are scary or few mere words pen down kills.
or maybe the mind's the killer,
turning nothing and everything to some huge problem.
for me, i like to keep it simple.
and i think i should be able to.
simplicity clears the mind.

i like you like your name spelled backwards, or maybe not.
P-R-E-T-T-Y-G-I-R-L!
and anyway i lost to reality.

edited----------------------------------------
okay human arent so scary anymore.
because i guess i knew.

2008-04-22T04:56:00.000+08:00

JUST BEFORE I SLEEP!
about the idea i have just now! wooo!
IT WAS PRETTY TO THE MAX.
it turned my desktop background to a B E BEAUTY!
MORE DETAILS ABOUT IT SOON!

WHOOOOOOOOOO.
P R PRETTY. and
B E BEAUTIFUL!

2008-04-22T03:09:00.000+08:00

read through blogs and gues what i found!
everyone is saving water in their blogs.
hmmmmmm. not very funny but its to much of a concidence.
WONGKAILING. ASK ME WHY.(i gave you a comment! and saving water concern you!)

and i realised alot of people put really nice song in their blogs and friendsters.
like chenyiyuan with chu chi zhi wai, the one he sang.
and rachel with her whole series of song in spop.
and most of them are my fav! woot!
especially XIE XIE NI and HUN LI!
got to get from her one of these days.

okay so i know they have nice songs.
and what do i do? hahaha.
i keep their page on one tab and let the music continue playing.
HAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA.
and continue doing what i am doing.
okay maybe kokliang has nice songs too. but i like the other two better.

oya. clarinda yeo busted me once again.
oh well. its normal.hahahahhahaha.

and usually at this time of the day.
i would have people like pinwen fishy wilson kokwie brenda wong kailing clarinda online.
okay thats so like everyone except kokliang who goes to sleep early.
thats when i am not looking for them to speak to online.
and guess what.
none of them is online now.
argh.

IDEA! OFF TO PHOTOSHOP!WHOOO.

2008-04-21T02:41:00.000+08:00

CHANGE!
MY BLOGSKIN
MY LINK
AND EVERYTHING ELSE!
WHOOOO!
I LOVE MY NEW BLOGSKIN.

ONE MORE WEEK TO SCHOOL REOPEN.
CLASSMATES! SEE YA THEN.

WU JIAHUI CAMPUS CONCERT TICKET GIVE AWAY, Monday Tuesday
WU JIAHUI CAMPUS CONCERT, Wednesday
WORK.tbc,Friday,Sunday
SISTER 21ST BIRTHDAY/WONG KAILING 18TH BIRTHDAY/HPT INSTALLATION CUM HANDOVER, Saturaday.

26 APRIL FREAK ME OUT.
HAHAHAHAHHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
pic up soon, YANRONG!!! CRDCRDCRD!

2008-04-20T01:38:00.000+08:00

...............................
unexpectedly.
butterfly in stomach
idiots in my brain
screwed stomach
not right in the mind.

waitwait.
...............................

2008-04-19T02:34:00.000+08:00

okay so the date now is a freaking saturday.
and i have approximately 8 days to school reopen.
and i really really hope school to start soon.
nothing could be better then having my life back to normal.

although going to school everyday might seem as bored as everyone knows.
its still some kind of entertainment.haha
its not like i am looking forward to knowing how my class would be.
because it definately wouldnt be as exciting as year 1 has been.
freak all the norms.
lets get to real life.

anyway.
life gotten be better then usual after school reopen.
time to meet. freaking idiots. (calling to gang)
not worrying about reagen jack fishy brenda and pinwen.
freaking feifei and WONGKAILING please make yourself free.
feifei to come back from life and not be dead.
and wongkailing to be released from the fate of her love at least for that few hours and remember that we all are alive.and her world to have the rest of us back.
hahahahhahahahahahha.

GOODBYE!
NOOBASSES!

2008-04-15T05:22:00.000+08:00

just finished cylcing around yishun since i cant yet get to sleep.
everything seem so nice at 4 plus 5 in the morning.
no yelling, nothing much then the sound of nature.
and as you cycle you feel the wind blowing on your face.
the best feeling ever.

and its also at this time when everything seem to tone down.
when you have nothing better to do, you start to think about the day, the day before, the week before, the month before, the year before and of course the yearS before.
and then you decided to read your friends blog, and it's irritating when the first blog you look at gets all emotional and you totally have no way of helping the person.
or maybe you dont need to help after all, after a good night sleep, perherps, just perherps eveyrthing would be fine.
hope so.

ask me who is on my mind now.
hmmmmmm. pastor goh, jie ming and jonathon.
while on my way back home in the afteroon, after a not so good day in school, except the fact that i met edwin and chze sing, i saw him.
there was like nothing to laugh about, nothing much to be happy about.
but when i saw him...hmmm.
great feeling.yup, great.
i wonder how many people would give me that feeling.
a feeling that send you smiling all your way back home.

i notice the change, some notice the change
and i know the change, i dont mind the change
afterall change is a norm in the world.

i am not sure of my ability.
i doubt my ability.
i need someone to reaasure my ability.

EICOLTF.
if i were to make a prayer now, what would it be?

2008-04-13T01:40:00.000+08:00

BACK FOR MORE ACTION.
(just thinking of a better way to start off a dead blog rather then saying back after a long long time)

YESTERDAY.
went for a part time job at KIHEL'S at tangs.
nothing like any part time job,
its as weird as anyone can imagine.
HAHHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.
NAVY BLUE
RED
GOGGLES
FLIPPERS
8 GUYS.
18 18 18 20 21 22 25 UNKNOWN.
went for dinner with the nuts people working there.
they are all weird like weird.
hahahhaahahhaa
OWNED THE FIGHT FOR A MOMENT.
AND KANA OWNED FOR THE REST.
hahahahhahaaaa

everyone went off and met up with brenda.
supper at bk at town.
587 and the day ends.

2008-03-29T03:34:00.000+08:00

that very first day.
everything was lke a stranger to you.
someone sat beside you, who also happens to be sitting beside you during lesson,
only a number away.
your instinct, he's the one.
days goes by having that though,
being together makes you feel nothing but comfortable.
he influence you to participle the same activty,
and you did.
another person appeared and you felt the warmth.
spending time after school together is nothing but fun.
playing simple games and learning stuff.
navie but thats the joy of everything.
just waiting for the same music to start to signal,
home sweet home.
and everyday passes like this.
through the days you got to know someone really special.
the one thatgave you life.
you believed in it.
and again nothign else matters.

and again that very first day.
you see people going through what you went through
and think. thats funny.
what happens to the person who happens to sit beside you?
you didnt manage to maintain that relationship.
and its still a number away.
and about the person who make you felt the warmth?
you grow with them.
thorugh thick and thin.
with beauitful musics and backup.
the instrutment of your life then.
maybe its just music but its played for the one that give you life.
everyone though the same.
the arua we give is just too much.
but we didnt know it.
yet another person come by.
you enjoyed it
and always laughed at your first encounter.

yet another very first day.
you knew not a person but a whole group of people who literally shared the same dream as you.
you though it would be forever.
so nice that you called it your second home.
you though everything would always be so nice.
remember the aura of music?
it was too much.
people didnt appreciate it.
you see the person being moody for the day
you ask ed what happened?
all you have is silents.
met up and a single word is what causes it
tears in everyone's eyes.
everyone though it was for the best,
but now you notice it was a wrong choice then.
people started disappearing.
and thats goodbye.
two new people came in.
knifes and shouts is in
you started chasing people with chopper because you though your expectation wasnt reached.
through the days you learned you couldnt do without them

yes, another very first day.
you laughed at the people coming in.
the group who you think is your second home kind of disappeared.
the feeling you have is no longer there.
you hope to find peace in other place.
but to no vaild.
though to yourself as a outcast.
lied to yourself that laughing would be the way out.
you laughed and forced youself to be happy.
that till now you even managed to lie to tyourself that you are happy.
because you laughed.
you founded a temp home
everyone who though to themself as an outcast was there.
little did you know you foud yourself a group of friends,
true friends.
so true but you forgot about the older days.
you left and remained in this temp home.
everyone you wished for came as expected.
you just know they will be there.
waited for the day to pass by.
and it went by.
you found true relationship.

first day.
you though you wanted more then anything to leave,
but after leaving you found out you wanted more then anything to stay.
someone new came by.
you didnt know him like you wanted to.
he just kind of shine among the rest.
got to know each other.
you though you might know him for life.
and till know you didnt know if its possible or not.
the day came for you to leave.
the first day flashes.
the first day flashes.
the first day flashes.
the first day flashes.
the first day flashes.
the guy who sat beside you.
the person who gives you life.
the two guy.
the aura of music.
the tears.
the chopper.
everything flashes by.

yet another first day.
and everything was like a stranger to you onces again.
you behaved like you know everything.
act nothing like youself.
but you though you finally found yourself.
people looked at you and laugh.
the year ended.
and all you get.
"the nosiest is the quietest"
6 people came by.
you though you found them
and behaved like the best of all.
seems fine but it isnt.
laughter.
and now.
the true friends you knew thourgh the years.
you doubt them
you didnt believe in them
you are worried about losing them
but at least now you know you need to have the confidence in them
you know they will be there the moment you call them
confidence.
left as they might, they will always be back.
believe in them.
the 6 people who came by, they are gone.
you though you should be sad
and sad you became.
but realised there's nothing thats sad about it
since you saw it coming.
let it go
and off they go.
you laugh looking at their nicks.
and said goodbye.

and now you let go of these bad memories.
goodbye.
and hoping for a new great start.

TO ENJOY THE PROCESS.=D

2008-03-29T03:16:00.000+08:00

suddenly everything in the past seems to be a joke.
HAHAHAHAHAA.
taking everything that happen too seriously.
and forgetting about enjoying the process.
but i guess starting to do that now wouldnt be too late.
HHAHAHAHHA

smile and enjoy life.
and everything would workout somehow.
somehow.

yo.

------------------------------------------------------

you know it when the days passes.
things that's real
and things that's just passing clouds.
things that matter to you most
and things that dont matter to you at all.
try as you might to make it look like it matters alot to you,
it just don't.
you enjoy those times
but when you look back and see.
it's nothing.

2008-03-09T00:24:00.000+08:00

do you remember the many time you cried?
and the reason behind it.

when you realised your passion is falling apart?
when you think you buddy is leaving you because his job is done?
when you realised you very best friend might just be the one you like?
or for whateer reasons.

you cried for a reason.
and when you cried, you realised how much it meant to you.

stuff are going on fine here.
temper didnt manage to get the hand of me.

2008-03-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

" Our relation strengthen time and time, from all the quarrels, PS, fun all that, we still remain as one ONE FOR ALL and ALL FOR ONE, and really, NOTHING'S GONNA STOP US NOW."

heard this song a moment ago.
and here's the lyrics.
really meaningful one.

THE TIME HAS COME

I close my eyes
And I can see
The day we met
Just one moment and I knew
You're my best friend
'Do anything
For you

We've gone so far
And done so much
And I feel
Like we've always been together
Right by my side
Through thick and thin
You're the part of my life
I'll always remember

The time has come
It's for the best I know it
Who could've guessed that you and I...
somehow, someday
We'd have to say goodbye.

You've helped me find
The strengh inside
And the courage
To make all my dreams come true
How will I find
Another friend
Like you

Two of a kind
That's what we are
And it seemed
Like we were always winning
But as our team
Is torn apart
I wish we could go
Back to the beginning

The time has come
It's for the best I know it
Who could've guessed that you and I...
Somehow, some way
We'd have to say goodbye.

Somehow today...
...we have to say goodbye

really.its a nice song.
GOODBYE.

2008-03-03T01:15:00.000+08:00

so i have this weird personality.
i hate people who tell me what he or she wants for present.
i hate people who ask for presents.
okay no i dont hate them,
i feel disgusted.
totally.

remember those times when meeting up seem so easy and expected.
you dont need any reason to meet up and stuff.
just a word "MAC" and a whole day would be spent there.
but that was then.
for now. even carefully planned meet up wouldnt be sucessful.
you need to think of whats the program for the day, the reason to come out more and more.
and now.
its near to impossible to meet up.
how sad.

got so excited for the day.
and wanted more then anything for the day to come.
and that day came.
but it left me bangging on my wall.

it has been more then a month,
gave up meeting up
sorry for not been able to understand the diffculty of meeting up.

maybe it could all very well be a dream,
so thanks for the sweet dreams in the past.
i dont expect anymore coming.
no wonder people often says the past is always better then the present.

ask me whats exciting about life?
i have no idea.
maybe staring on walls could be the excitment of life.

well at least i am getting on fine.
maybe a thousand would be coming to me.
maybe my very own designed tees would be out.
maybe i can start earning from it.

which is more important?
friends or anything else?
i need confirmation,
so please give me a sign

thats all folks!
i have full confidence in everyone,
i doubt.

2008-02-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

Being in hibernation isnt good at all.
you dont know whats happening and it all becomes all so natural that nothing goes to you. like i dont need to inform you because " you said you are in hibernation"
okay so serve me right.

2008-02-25T00:32:00.000+08:00

cant actually remember the last time i blogged.
everyday seems to be so packed with stuff to do.
new year, study break and exam week. stuff couldnt get any better hur.hahah
new year had always been nice and a good time of gathering with relatives.
study week is a torture, you wouldnt understand unless you go thought it.
exam week, forget it, time just seems to stop sometimes.
haven been meeting humans even since exam.
i think i cant even remember how the restt looks like now.

time to grab a job and earn some bucks and hope the competition just end right now.
its terrible and boring.
HOIDLAY'S HERE. and life is already getting bored and busy.
one whole month of away from normal life and everything seems so weird and strange to me.

2008-02-01T01:31:00.000+08:00

TONIGHT HAD BEEN REALLY INTERESTING.

http://www.neeteen.sg/tshirt/designdetails.asp?id=68

been rishing around and asking people to vote!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

so if you see this please vote!
AND PLEASE BE REMNIDER YOU CAN VOTE EVERYDAY!
and currently i am at number 7!!!!

HAVING PRESENTATION TOMORROW.
AND GUESS WHAT THATS THE LAST PROJECT FOR YEAR ONE!
AND LAST TEST FOR YEAR ONE IS ON COMING MONDAY!
AND NEW YEAR.
AND. exam. shit

2008-01-23T13:24:00.000+08:00

ask me our relationship.
i will tell you it takes lots of confidence to say that i trust you.
and it takes much more to maintain the relationship.
and i might tell you i am lacking in that confidence to maintain this relationship.

ask me about fate.
i will tell you how i first got to know you.
remember the days when someone shouted to ask me to eat shit.
someone saying he knows how to do balloon dogs.
someone laughing out loud together like no ones business listening to music in the middle of the road.
someone who gave flowers to the people i like.
talk about fate and this is what you will get.

fate might be the one to bring people together.
but it takes more then fate to keep the relationship going.
and definately it takes nothing to bring the relationship back like we had never known each other.

if only time could go back to where we first met.
i wouldnt mind.
being scolded to eat shit like for the rest of life.
someone to keep nagging he knows how to do a balloon dog.
to keep laughing in the middle of the road listening to music.
and of course to see you giving flowers to the girl i like forever.
but it wouldnt be possible.
unless i were to go into a coma (provided during the coma i still can think back)

so for now,
struggling to keep the relationship going.
lets meet up until the time runs out.
lets laugh together even when the joke aint funny
lets chat till the lights goes off.
lets all troubles to be away..
all quarrels to be mute..
all for the clear purpose of keeping this relationship going.

maybe we known each other too well.
maybe we have done all the things possible together
maybe we have told all the jokes in the world.
maybe we might have left with nothing to say.
since we are able to read each other mind.
i really dont mind staring at everyone of you for hours,
knowing we are still friends.

its consider a micrale that i am able to write this whole thing out.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.
anyway if i only left with a sentence to tell everyone.
"thanks for being there" (if you were there)
and please this is not a EMO post!
aahhahahahaha.

and choong wei just told me,
OGL having selection this week.
to think that a year ago i though of becoming one.
as for now. forget it la!HAHAHHAHAHAA
LAZY!

2008-01-18T00:54:00.000+08:00

pinwen called the moment the lecturer says the lesson ends here.
knew nothing good's gonna happen, but everythign wasnt so bad afterall.HAHAHA
so pinwen is currently known as the guy with the super thick eyebrow to the clique girls.
HAHAHHAAA
luck to you pinwen!
the guy with the super thick eyebrow.
and please remember clarinda has decided to wax your eyebrow with those candle wax and get all your eyebrows off your face!
of course with my help!

met up with pinwen
and walked around town and started commenting on the materials on the clothes and the desgins of the shirts.
so we go like.
"eh, touch this.. erm no?"
or maybe more like this.
pinwen will hold up the shirt infront of him and i will go like.
"please. no (shake my head a little worrying we might juts get kick out of the shop"
and this continued for 2hrs?

NOTICE!
the wanton mee store in heeren is going to be gone by end of FEB!
so people who has memories there or you have a piece of your work there!
go back there and have a look by then.
if not its gone for sure!
HAHAHHAHAHAHA

okay went to say hi to failure and her bailin and clarence.
things went by okay until she started saying i stood her up for the shooting.
she started shouting then i shouted too! kind of.
and i went a little like.
C! L! A! R! E! N! C! E!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! super super funny!
at least thats what i though.

okay continued with our walk.
and met up with CLARINDA!
found starbuck coffee.
sat down and got some drinks and the game begins
started the conversation like.
"eh what poly you want to go la?"
PW "come RP LA!"
ME "of course NYP!"

and he will start shooting how good how good RP is
then i will fight back with NYP super limited facilities.
then he said.

PW " RP GOT LIFT"
ME "EH NYP ALSO GOT LIFT LA!(everythign was normal until i say) CARGO LIFT LO! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA"
CRD "WTH" and she almost vomited the drink she had.HAHAHAHAHAHA

enough with poly and we talked business.
and PINWEN said his plan (as usual)
while i shot back whenever i could and CRD just enjoy laughing at that hell shit conversation.
talked about BOOKIE and stuff.

moved on to the wonderful creation on earth.
why people create handphone?
why people discover gravity?
maybe earth found some aliean living..
the invisable wall.
and of course my favourute question when i am young.
why is A A and why cant A be B?

started our own language.
SASHI while clarinda spelled it as SASHE
but i am rather sure we are talking about the same thing.
still thinking about the "homework" we had for ourself.
what should i name 1 and what should i name 2?
HAHAHAAHHAHAHA.

okay people lets SASHI/SASHE soon!

when i speak to my child

2008-01-17T04:54:00.000+08:00

done with 2 ICAs and excel project got approved (finally) and here i am.
i seroiusly though that after the 2 days of paper i would be feeling so mich better and would be sleeping like a dead log after school,
but i didnt.
people went home after paper to rest, while i rush to have "photoshoot" with the pals.(and note i am super duper tired.)
after "photoshoot" i rush to find jennica to complete our 2nd draft for excel.(i was super duper tired)
supposed to meet kokwei after my project to study.
but guess what?
i went to the place where we are supposed to meet and he's also on his way there but i went home because I AM WAY TOO TIRED.
cant wait for the exams to be over.
feeling way too abnormal for the past 2 weeks, and have been coughing for the second week already and i guess blood is going to be out of my mouth soon.
and if that really happens, i guess thats the end.
but anyway 2 ICAs over and i am really glad about it!

I wonder what would happen to everyone ten years dow the road.
by then i would have already celebrated my 28th birthday
i might have got married and have a good career
and i might have a child.
and all i am left with is my wife and child.
and when my child grow up, he will ask
"daddy! daddy! do you have many good friends?"
i guess i might answer...
"i dont have alot of them but i have a few of them who knows me best and had always been there for your daddy"
then maybe i would take up some pics and start pointing at some of them and say.

"look at the girl over there! normally she would be jumping around and shouting and doing some weird actions with weird tune of her own and she is really nice"

"look at the two guys! OMG. look at them, they almost killed your daddy when he was young because they are irritating in their own ways, but i guess nothing could be compared to them then a few people."

"oya oya! look at the huge guy over here! he's really irritating then, he followed his decision after we told him that he don make his own decision, and he followed it big time!"

"shit. i didnt think i would have his photo, but i guess i had it. there he is!, he's your dad greatest enemy but yet one of your dad's (weirdest?, closest? or grestest?, okay i dont have the answer to this blank...) friend. we sat at the mrt and told each otehr that we dislike each otehr so much that we laughed at each other."

then my child would say
"seem like all your friends are super weird and irritating, i hope i wouldnt have this kinds of friend"

i would most properly reply
"you better dont hope to have this kinds of friends but must have this kinds of friends"

then he will go "daddy! daddy! thats all you have?"

"oya you reminded me.. look at the six people here, they made your dad's year one in poly memorable"

"shit! i didnt though that i would forget about this person, wait i shall look for a picture where he look nicest in. there i have it! ya this little guy here, i guess nothing's able to get to his place. we met by chance but our relationship didnt get better by chance i guess. we just got close naturally."

then i would start getting other pictures of HPT, NCC, NYP, PHS and others to show him.he might get too bored and say.
"daddy! daddy! its getting late, and its my bed time!"

thats what i would envision myself to be,
but alots going to change in these few years i guess.
and i seriously believe if we are meant to be, we are meant to be.

2008-01-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

2007 went in a flash and 2008 is here.
ask me about my trustd friend and i tell you mine.
i doubt i need to stop for a second or two.
ask me whats on my mind and it will do the same.

EICO.Xiaodi.
ask me about the connection.

theGANG
tell me whats life.

famous clique0607
life just goes by i guess.

intended to be a rather long post, but words just stop on my mnid and didnt manage to type it out.and next, picture shall take over.

enough of clique and gang, you see it you know it.

NOW FOR THE EXCITMENT! XIAODI!
you see it! you know it even more!HAHAHAHAHHA

last but not least, the werido, buddy, enemy, idiot, friend, bullshit whos' birthday is today! 7 jan 09!!!

2008-01-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

ask me about whats tired and i will kill you.
and i will try to literally kill you.
tireness is just written on my face, like this. T I R E D.

came back from orientation camp, and i suspose i enjoyed the camp this year.
ran the campfire again with swee koon for the 3rd year in a round and most properly we will still be doing so next year.we shall see.
Day 1 in orientation camp and Day 2 in orientation camp and in CCA open house.
ask me about how i feel towards the whole thing.

woke up and learnt about human selfishness and guess how it spoilt my day.
spend the rest of the day doing 12 pages of written report and i am so happy that its finally going to be over by tuesday. but yet sad to say the dateline for otehr project is one week away.just tell me when this hell will end. for that i dont really know.

i guess no matter how hard you try to run away from human nature you have to face it someday. if you were to think that everyone would be fair to you, you might just be labelled as stupid. try as i may to think that everyone would be fair.

next post within an hour.picture editting in process.
dale.

2008-01-03T23:40:00.000+08:00

kill me.
or maybe not because i have this lot of work to do.(imagine my right hand stretch all the way to the top and my left all the way down.) thats how much work i had to do.getting an organiser to keep note of what to do isnt really all that good.
WHY? because it just shows how much of job you have to do and how much you are left with.(as for me, its always how much of job i had to do, because everything is just coming in)'

currenltly playing with the moulding board which was suppose to be used for tomorrow presentation, but SERIOUSLY. its bloody hell hard and i expected that.HAHAHHAA.idiot of the century!HAHHA painting, sticking, drawing and ;lastly vomiting.

way too much to do, i don even dare to look at my organiser now. forfeited my sleep tonight and i wonder how tomorrow will go. with presentation, maybe training and campfire tomorrow. bless me with the energy and ther boice for tomorrow. have the urge to do some photoshop because the photos are in. but the though that i need to do my presentation just kills me.

NEW YEAR POST COMING SOON.
because all the pics are in=D

GANG! no more wy le!HAHAHAHHA.
shall wait for the bext better candidate.

2007-12-30T20:58:00.000+08:00

okay. i should just literally bang myself against the wall for 3 times, followed by chewing on metal scrub, punch myself and lastly send myself to hospital. okay i think you should be asking why. so go ahead and ask why. okay because i nearly though that there is school tomorrow and was intending to wake up and go to school.and seriously i though that i am clever because i know its half day tomorrow and i was expecting to report for school for like one two hours and i will be released but i didnt expect there's no school tomorrow!but! but! but! i am still super happy.=D

so there's no school tomorrow.yes! yes! yes! no school. but the sad part is that i didnt do my project at all! super sad.this school reopen would definately be the worst one ever. i can just imagine what could happen. someon please save me.but well.. school reopen is just 2 days later so lets leave the problem till the two days.

wanted to have my hair cut but guess what! the whole world seems to have decided to have their hair cut for the past 2 days, there isnt any salon that is empty.not yesterday not today. i even went down to ahve a look for 3 times and guess what. all of them have customers till night. IDIOT SHIT. okay but i am determined ot have my hair cut by tomorrow. since its new year but i am having the feeling that everyone would be having their break because its new year eve and none of the salon would be open.SHIT.

OKAY! LETS DO SOME YEAR 2007 CONCLUSION.
actually i cant think of anything meaningful at all, since i don feel right in my mind now.HAHAHHAHAHAH.okay lets play a game.if you think your name is inside. you are quite an important friend. CLIQUE forget about finding your name because its obvious you guys would be in it and 6 names is too much.

XDTGH
FWKL
RLKWLT02
JAKLLT03
FFTWSW
TPWN

i think its super obvious!HAHAHAHHA.
so thanks for the year 2007 and we shall be happier next year.
shall blog again soon with pics and better conclusions.=D

2007-12-27T00:42:00.000+08:00

currently disorientated from daily life.
life have been way too much of life that i cant get enough of sleep.
i seriously cant remember which day it is so lets make it day 1.

Day 1.
kokliang decided to meet me earlier because he's feeling bored waiting for the time to reach for dinner.
and since we have discussed about making tang yuan the day before.
the very first thing that come to my mind is mking tangyuan for dinner!!
woo~such a wonderful chewy plan!HAHAHAHHA.
got our ingrendient and decided to mke our way back.
and TATA! in come the heavy rain.
and for the sake of the tangyuan!we ran arcoss the road.
Xiaodi and cle came over to have their share of tangyuan and we left to meet up with the rest.
dinner at thailand as usual after camp, this time round with more people otehr then the usual gang. failure, kokliang, kokwei, feifei plus winnie leong, colin and baoyun.
food was as usual fine and this time round we waited till the shop closes before we left the place.
shall move on to day 2.

DAY 2.
continued from day 1, decidied from dinner that its too early to end the day.
so we went squating around chongpang to think of event 2.
so we squated for an hour? and decied to have majong session at colin's house.
this time round with kokwei, colin, winnie.l, baoyun and eileen.
and guess what winnie leong drove me over with her bike.its comfty la!HAHAHAHHAHA.
majong session till six plus in the morning and home we go.
slept for a total of 11 hours before i relised that i am late for dinner with clique.
rushed my way towards bugis until i relised everyone is late.but i am still the latest la.
ended up dinner not only with clique but with so call extended clique.HAHAHHA. diva and ray. angelyn didnt make it most properly because of ehr church.
fish annd co is a disappointment because i wasnt full at all.HAHAHHA.but its nice afterall.then clique left for diva's house while i stayed to get the present for the gift exchange later on.

DAY 3.
met up with feifei and people to make our way to shannon's house.
gards knock out session.
people who's present are as follow.!HAHAHHAHA.

weiquan
gary
winnie leong
colin
baoyun
pinwen
me
kokwei
kokliang
feifei
fishy
failure
jinshi
joyce khoo
winnie tan
eileen
shannon

i guess thats enough people to knock each other out.
games throughout the night and wine and beer were on the menu.
things didnt stop until all was gone.
gift exchange's next and i got a little drinking container!
had breakfast.and guess hat!
all was not gone,a what was on the plan is another round of majhong session!
colin's house and the game started
2 tables up.
games ended only at 6pm.imagine the hours of sleep we missed.
and until 6, this time round its really the end.HAHAHAHHA.
anotehr round was proposed, but i am way too tired and broke to carry on.HAHAHHAHAHA.

DAY4.
woke up to go for open house planning but to relised that they finished when we reached.helped around with xiaodi and slacked arouind the school until everyone's done and off we went for lunch.
met up with feifei and went over to interone08's BBQ.
and TATA! i am home safe and sound.

conclude.
many many days of mahjong and sleepless night.

2007-12-15T20:20:00.000+08:00

i am hvaing this light headache since the moment i reach home yesterday till now.
so yesterday is the last day of school before term break.
everything went by too too too slowly.
MACROECONOMIC IS A TORTURE.
believe me, you can ask everyone about it.
how terrible her voice sounds, maybe not so bad.
(she sounded more like a chicken then a chicken does.)
i have to hear ehr voice for 4 hours yesterday, and thats how sad i am.
HAHAHAHAHHAHHA.

met up with MAOMAO at town to get presents for the gift exchange later that night.
its diffcult to get a present for otehrs when you don know who you are giving it to.
you don even know their gender which is the worst thign ever.
so we walked around town for hours and we still cant get any idea what i should buy.
had luncg and JESSICA joined us to search for the present.
which is like finally.we got some red and big and wearable head gear.for the exchange.
went to get jasmine's present and TATA.off to fourskin.

fourskin renion of the year.
even the warehouse boy JIAREN appeared around heeren today, which we didnt planned to.
so everyone started to arrive and TATA.
even people from the first batch like MIN appeared.
down to the last few people like JIAHAO.

went to get DINNER and started our gift exchange.
and the so called worst present's from MAOMAO.
and the weirdest presents' from KOON.
and so i got the weridest present.
some kind of ball that vibrates and jump about. with many colors lighting.

had a movie at 1215. ALVIN and the CHIPMUNKS!
believe me nothin could be cuter compared to them.
they talk , they sings and whats worst they sleep like stupid idiots and when you see them you melt.HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.
everything is so. FUN=D
thanks peili for the present and KOON!

pictures soon!

note: SLEPT AT 430AM and woke up at 430PM.
note: headache.

2007-12-10T21:45:00.000+08:00

[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
u jus make sure ur wife is tyhe kind alw put chilli de can le
[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
type*
[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
u jus put the ring in the fillet of macchicken
[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
then when we open the fillet.....
[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
she*
[c=65]chunfudale=D you (all) are always on my mind www.siaodale.blogspot.com[/c] says:
throw face la!
[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
HAHAHAHAHAH
[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
then u muz make sure u shout loud loud
[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
embarrass urself for her sake
[c=65]chunfudale=D you (all) are always on my mind www.siaodale.blogspot.com[/c] says:
then she will say "eh.. propose to me make my ring oily leh!"
[c=65]chunfudale=D you (all) are always on my mind www.siaodale.blogspot.com[/c] says:
HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
haha
[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
my production

NOTE!
look at the last sentence of how thick skin this little guy is la.
so i am forced to put up his production!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH.

tell me whats not nice about this picture!
NICE WHAT!

2007-12-05T00:17:00.000+08:00

its always hard to put things in your mind into word, especially with people like me who's not good with words.so often ended up staring at blogger for mins and still ended up with nothing.

i hate it when people are always stuck in my head.
and no matter how i try, it just wouldnt get off.
and thats how important these people are to me.

"you (all) are always on my mind"
how often i hope you will start the conversation =D

2007-12-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

Exams finally going to be over, left with accounting and i would be free for at least a while.met up with shuman, feifei, kok and hafiz for some meeting.moved aounrd amk to find a place wiht plug. and we found ourself at NEBO.

celebrated my mums birthday!
WOO WOO WOO!
expected to go for crystal jade but turn out that the queue is way to long, so we got a change of venue at the seoul garden upstairs.details are way too much to discribe, so i shall skip that part.

PHOTOSHOP IS BACK IN COM! AND THE FUN IS STARTING HAHAHAHHAH!

Xiao Di's PICKUP LINE OF THE DAY.
"go to her grab her hand, look into her eyes and say "there is always U in C H U N F U"
erm... this is rather bad.i mean super bad.

2007-11-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

i am having a very good mood now.(for the fact that i had the nicest sleep in my life but the most horrible dream ever)EVER!
a person is always happy with sufficient sleep.sweet=D
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

so lets start with somethign!
my birthday=D which is spent in camp this year, but at least its better then usual. I WAS GIVEN A SHOCK=D=D=D=D=D=D= HAHAHAHHA thanks to STUPID FEI AND KOK, i was getting all so serious that we really need to rush something out but it turn out to be fake.should have followed my feeling that going to check out the tents were weird enough and suddenly i was asked to start planning.WTH!hahahahahha.

so it was nice enough of them to come all the way down, but it seriously endangering my life when they gave the shock, just knowing how loud their voice is is enough, not to say its a surprise.HAHAHAHHAHAHA.the cake isnt edible for the top part la.because all i can really see is the waxs from the candle because it seem like they left the candle lighted for ages la. HAHAHAHHA.

and somehow they manage to do some magic trick and TATA! and present stood right infront of me!( didnt know they can do magic so well!HAHAHHAHA )and guess what! a DOPIE IS THERE! AND A LEVI'S WALLET IS THERE! WHOOOOOOO! hahahahhahaha.

so thats breifly how it goes la. OYA! I HEART WAS BEATING LIKE WHATEVER RUBBISH THE WHOLE PERIOD!HHAHAHAHAHHA.

so i am 18th and now what?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA.

so its like i told XiaoDi about this dream and all the shit came up.
have a look and enjoy the fun!HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.and i am sure failure and people will enjoy themselves! since it for a moment is our very past time.HAHAHAHAHAHA.

here it goes.

[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
u shld hav ran to her,grabbed her hand,and said '' if i can choose between the 26 alphabets,i would choose U''

this is not bad!!!! i almost drop off my chair the moment i saw it!HAHAHAHA

[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
go to her,take her hands,look into her eyes n sae "even if the world is in darkness,under the seige of thunderstowm,i will always be ur lighthouse''

this is bullshit!AHAHAHAHAHAHHA

[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
go to her,take her hands,look into her eyes n sae " u may be walking through a long tunnel,bt i will be waiting at the end no matter wad''

this is S! W! E! E! T! SWEET~HAHAHAH

[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
go to her,take her ahnds,look into her eyes n sae " among the 26 alphabets,the only thing special is I and U"

REPEATED! I DON LIKE.HAHAHAHAHAHA

[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
go to her,take her hands,look into her eyes n sae " roses are red,violets are blue,put them together,the perfect U"

violets and roses togetehr get a U? i wonder if that U is a flower monster!HAHAHAH but its does sounds nice la!HAHAHAHHAA

[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
go to her,take her hands,look into her eyes n sae " husbands have wives,brothers hav sisters,frens hav relatives,I hav U"

THIS IS SUPERB!HAHAHAHAHAHA

[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
go to her,take her hands,look into her eyes n sae"even if the world has forsaken u,i will always be there to grab u"

boring!

[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
go to her,take her hands,look into her eyes n sae " thou shall willingly be ur shopping cart"

senseless!HAHAHAHAHHAHA

[g]iMhWA ™ SERIOUSLY!!!!! EICO says:
go to her,take her hands,look into her eyes n sae " In the torrential rain,u dun ahv to buy an unbrella,cuz i will forever be there to shelter u"

like drama!HAHAHAHAHA.

and lets end this off with.
and it goes like "SERIOUSLY" for the cadets, "LOVE LOVE" for FEIFEI and "EICO" for XiaoDi=D

2007-11-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

its not like everyday that i don have mood for anything.

laptop got alive! after sending it to the TO (technical officer) for reformatting.
everything is gone, including all the photos, EVERYTHING.
but at least its still surviving.
going for camp from the 21st to 24th of November, will be away.
anythign just message me.

so now who's your family and how's important in your life?

I KNOW MINE!
AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
and off to camp=D

2007-11-20T02:15:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHAT!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF=(

laptop decided to have a break from school, therefore every file in my laptop is gone.
huarry!

got my second present.
from my sis. ZEN STONE PLUS.
sad.laptop please get alive!

shall blog again when my laptop get alive!
till then, everything else isnt important.
HAHAHAHAHHAAHHAAH

2007-11-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

can anyone tell me what is the limit of one's knowledge? how much one can learn? and how much one can use?
when you create a problem at your current knowledge, you will need to move up to the next level to be able to solve the problem created at your current knowledge.
with problem unsolved, and more problem moving in.
how much thinking does it required to solve the problems?

how i wish i could say this.
"problem is my middle name"
"solving them is my destiny"

too bad, maybe afterall its just too much for us.
but we will still try, we hope.

2007-11-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

I AM HAPPY.
and thats a serious fact.
THANKS TO THE DIFFERENT CONVERSATION I HAD.
and i relised GOD sent the nicest bro.

=D
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had a "farewell" dinner for kokwei.
XIAODI'S back,
kokwei is gone.

2007-11-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

I AM HAVING A BETTER LIFE.

i am having a better life compared to those people without a family.
i am having a better life compared to those people without a friend.
i am having a better life compared to those people without a place to study.
i am having a better life compared to those people without a bed for them to sleep.
i am having a better life compared to those people without someone to quarral with.

As for now,
i am having a better life compared to those people without a early birthday present from half of his classmate!!!!!=D
Thanks to all! wanyan, wanxin, huiling, yueming, kuanleng, charlotte and people and people and people!

ACCESS PROJECT DONE! and my life is halved.HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA.
girls are truly unpredictable.

2007-11-08T01:23:00.000+08:00

its rather sad to know that when you are trying your best,
the rest doesnt bother.
its even worst when they says they bother,
but they cant help,
because they are weak in that area.
but its even worst when you know they are just saying,
and they arent trying.

and thats how i waste my time,
and it just appears to others my time isnt precious.
thanks, and it prove those who says that i am just wasting my time right.

GOT TO BE BUSY WAY UP TO 24TH, thats what i think.
upcoming ICA and Annual Camp.

decided a change of attitude,
its either you care
or you keep your mouth shut,
otherwise i would ask you to scram.

well this certainly dont apply to school life.
and i am HAPPY!HAHAHHAHAHHAHA. and seriously facebook sucks.(because i know nuts about it!HAHAHHAHAHAHHA, i guess even the wisest man on earth wouldnt be able to enlighten me about facebook!HAHHAHAHA)

2007-11-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

FIRSTLY!

CONGRATS TO TAN FEIFEI! you didnt catch the YJ virus afterall!HAHHAHA.
and GOOD BYE XIAO DI! enjoy yourself at japan!

Nothing much to blog about recently, for the fact that everyday is school and school work and NCC. school's no longer a struggle since i have adjusted to the changes this semester. school's a little fun everyday, since we are just laughing at everything. whihc i think should be enough to bring me through this semester.

these few days have been lacking of having failure and people out for dinner and sittign around. its always meeting and walking around and home. sitting around is always the best entertianment we can get, but we are lacking it now. soon.. soon... i guess.

just often when you just spend everyday like nothing, someone would remind you that time passes like no one's business.and this time round i got a reality call from xiao di. he said he wond how i actually become a CLT from a staff, as in the changes during the years and we also relised we actually know each other for near to 2 years.

i know clique for 7 months
i know xiaodi for near to 2 years
i know failure for near to 3 years
i know kokers and fei for near to 3 plus years
i know pinwen for about 4 years
and to know that i would soon been alive for 18 years.

time to conclude what i have been doing and have a brand new attitude towards life.

and anyway i have always know that i am blessed, because of my friends.

2007-11-02T02:13:00.000+08:00

the worst thing that could ever happened.

POSITVIE!
i am done with my tutorial for tomorrow!
and seroiusly for the first time in 2 weeks that i finished all the questions!
YEAH! LETS CELEBRATE.
LETS HOPE HERALDINE SAW MY MESSAGE AND HELP ME SEND A MESSAGE TO LYNN AND ASK HER TO BRING CHARGER TOMORROW!

NEGATIVE!
MY PHONE'S FLAT!
MY CHARGER IS WITH MR PINWEN!
I CANT CHARGE WITH USB BECAUSE IT CANT EVEN ON FOR A SEC!
THE TIME NOW IS 2.16 AND I AM SUSPOSE TO WAKE UP AT 6 PLUS!
NO PHONE! NO ALARM!
SERIOUSLY POSITIVE THAT I WOULD BE RUSHINT TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!
TUTORIAL DONE AND I CANT HAND IT IF I AM LATE FOR SCHOOL TOMORROW!WHAT LUCK!
HAHHAHAHAHHAHAA.

HOPE!
I AM ABLE TO WAKE UP
JERLADINE SAW MY MESSAGE ON MSN
JERALDINE HELPED MY MESSAGE LYNN IN THE MORNING
LYNN AGREES TO BRING HER CHARGER AND LEND ME IN SCHOOL
SHE REMEMBER TO BRING THE CHARGER ALONG
MY PHONE WOULD BE CHARGED.

and i will seriously be super happy!HAHHAHAHHA.
GONE CASE.

2007-10-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

my mind haven been really right ever since school started.
getting really tired easily, and couldnt concentrate much either.
it somehow gotten heavier these few days and starts to ache every now and then.
really tired.

SUNDAY IS THE DAY.
though of going to church during one of these week, shall see about it.
woke up in the late morning and remembered that recee is on for annual camp today but decided to join them in the afternoon.wasnt feeling all that well so decided to cab down thomson plaza which seriously make me feel really worst.

a little this and that of meeting and we end at eight.took a bus down bishan and chatted around with jason siah and xuanliang.

school's tomorrow and i seroiusly hate the though of going to school.
maybe something new would happen in school and make school more interesting.
going 18 in less then a month, should be spending my birthday in Annual Camp this year then. nothing much to look forward this year then.
well afterall its just a birthday! theres one next year too!HAHAHHAHA.

mind's too heavy for blogging.
therefore i proclaim this post RUBBISH.

note* adventure camp and training camp photos uploaded to my shutterfly.

2007-10-27T00:03:00.000+08:00

lets just blog before the bed starts to call for me.
finally its friday and the weekends are here, had been really tired and shag ever since the camp. still trying real hard to get back to normal.
lessons has been okay, i can say nothing about the lessons because i have no freaking idead which teacher is who.but i still manage to interact with most of the teachers.
recievd a shocking news from xiaomin that most of th stall will be changed and went on to chat with the drink auntie. the next time i will be there, i bet i would be talking anymore since i wouldnt know the drink auntie.sad.
went on to NCC after te lessons end and did the announcing of poistion of the key appointment holders.end and mingled around with the basic 2s and of course xiaodi.HAHAHAHHA.worst kind you can ever see.
continured with dinner with the rest of the clts.had alot of discussion as usual but this time round we had more fruitful discussion.
we talked about everythng and shared some stuff thus relising we really learned alot from UNCLE SHANNNON.thanks!HAHAHHAA.

well that should be all, dinner tomorrow.
and wait till my mind get clearer, all that i blog will be bullshit.

i thanks for having good friends around me.

2007-10-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

Day 2 in school went past in a snap!and i am done with day 2.
heard from clique, tomorrow is sentosa day,dont really feel like going but shall really consider afetr i finish up my tutorial later on.

point number 1: still suffering from after camp not enough sleep effect.fatigue level way too high. and whats more?! tomorrow is a great day to sleep! a long afternoon awaits.
point number 2: doubt i will enjoy myself there, better then destorying everyone's day out right!HAHAHHA.

How i wish i can get all emo and upset now over the situation in school or maybe to me the clique but it just seems like i got all numb and i am over with caring about whats happening, and i seriously doubt clique will last long.one semester of fun is already an unexpected, as for semester 2 , an extra day spent together is an extra day of reward. but seriously that kind of only applys to me!HAHHAHAHHA.and at this point of time i seriously think this sentence makes lots of sense.

"if any are meant to go, just go because i know no matter what i will always have my failure, my 2 super overdue understudy, the sucker who always manage to amuse me and make me super disgusted by his behavior and lastly my one and only Xiaodi who never seem to be talking any sense with me"

well, like what i have said, "lets just laugh through whatever comes along" no matter i am happy, upset, angry, irritated and whatever, lets just laugh it through =D since laughter is good for health.so lets laugh thorugh day3 and onwards.

other interesting stuff.
offered a job of 10 dollars an hour by my friend for part time job from friday to sunday.rejected it, because no way i am skipping the dinner on sat.lets take it as the last dinner=D.

well to all BLESSING KIA!
i did not say that blessing is bad, but i just said what you guys really did!HAHAHHAHA.and since i am onces a blessing kia! BLESSING SERIOUSLY ROCKS.AHAHHAHAHAHA.

MUMMY MUMMY COME AND SEE!
I CAUGHT A LITTLE BUMBLE BEE!

where my troubles and happenies comes in a package.

2007-10-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

so afterall everythign can be solved in a way or another.
the deadline for the shoe might be over by the shop still allow me to hand in the desgin so nothing much to worry about now.
just waiting for the result to be out for now.

first day of school isnt that well because of a little thing or two, well for those that are actually worried about me, sorry and thanks for trying to help.as we know we cant do anything, its still up to the people to decide what they want to do with me.HAHAHAHHA.lesson wasnt too diffcult to catch up for monday. hope it will be the same for tuesday and the rest of the day.

kind of accecpt how people in cliques are grouped up togetehr and kind of forget about it. just wanting to end this semester in one peice, and i am okay with everything now.getting lost in everything is what i do best, and laughing through everythign i dislike is the best solution out now.

met up with failure after handing in the desgin and wasted a few hours there with her.well, our kind of time spending la. no one will ever understand how we spend our time.i dont even undersstand how!HAHAHAHHA.

2007-10-22T01:51:00.000+08:00

Anonymous.you just came at the wrong timing please.not in the right state of mind and not letting you off that easily.although i know i got no skill of tracing you but i still have my friends to trace you. so keep tagging annonymous.

I.P. address: 222.164.216.32
any info for this annony that comes at the wrong timing.inform me =D!
actually forget about it.just hell to you please.

just as i though school reopening is bad enough.
pinwen just have to inform me that the shoe desgin deadline is tomorrow!
so i rush over thinking thats the worst cyclilng way faster then i used to be. from 45 mins to 27 mins.
but to know that he got the date wrong and that the deadline is over!!!!!!!
what could be worst!HEELLLL WOTH THE SHOE!
decided to cycle back and guess what! the bike goes crooked.and seriously i am speechles!HAHAHHAHAHAHA.

2007-10-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

photo's meant to be up but failure cant seem to know when is the right time to send pictures because she doesnt send pics at all.just relise some pics back in july 1st still with her and only her.pics are sad to be taken by her camera becase its only meant for herself.and i mean seriously!HAHAHAHHAA.

back from dinner with failure kok and kok and fei.normal dinner and nothign special but not much of boredom.HAHAHAHA.at THAILAND!YUMMY!HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

i got a serious big problem this very minute and that is to accecpt the fact that school is starting tomorrow!HAHAHA.needs lots of help to get back to studies.and i mean SERIOUSLY!! HELL WITH SCHOOL.

step 1
get on good term with lecturer.

step 2
ask them to get my attendence marked for the first week.

step 3
PON THE REST OF THE LESSON AND GET FREE ATTENDENCE!HAHAHAHA.

HELL WITH ME.
NOTE: Blessing is a good class! and i am in love with Blessing!

2007-10-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

okay i am back for likw after 5-6 days.
just got the notice that my leave didnt get approved, which also in turn mean that i skipped school for 5 days in a row.
but at least i know that i didnt skipped school for a very good reason.
for HPT.
5 night without much sleep is really chllanging, and not to think to spent 3 days with a bunch of crazy kids. SEC 2 BLESSING. the most challening class i ever got.but i manage to get through it with a trick or two =D.

despcrition of 2 BLESSING.

people walk up their bunk while they climb up their bunk.
people talk to human while they talk to frogs.
people talk to friends while they have to talk to teachers.(kana catch)
people stay where they are in a blink of an eye but they go missing in a blink of an eye.
people sleep in bunk while they have soccer matches in their bunk
people eat what they hvae while they provides FEEDBACK everytime.
theres seriously more stuff up! which couldnt be descrieb with a word or two.check with failure.HAHAHHAHA.

okay i am seriously in a lost of words now. because i slept from 630pm till 1045 am.which seriously broke my own records for after camps sleep.and i am not the only one gary slept almost the same as me!HAHAHHA.

my only worry now is the day when i report back to school.got lot of things to do i suspose!clique help me!HAHAHHAHA.

photos soon i hope.

2007-10-14T02:01:00.000+08:00

PACKED AND READY TO GO~
fifth training camp=D

GANG personal precamp at pinwen's.
NOTE: would be away from 14 to 19, can try messaging me if there's anything to contact me about.but the connection there is malaysia line when i am in singapore.HAHAHHA.

MIO~

na li de jin yu jui hao kan~
RAINBOW de jin yu jui hao kan~

2007-10-13T00:15:00.000+08:00

just think back,
how many great people it had build up?
how much leadership qualilties it had inject into everyone?
how much impact it had on everyone?
how much it had taught every idividual one of them?
how many changes it causes on every one of them?

its one of its kind
nothing similar to anything been seen
the special kind of feeling it gives to everyone,
nothing like the rest.

maybe it reaches its limits of nuturing people.
but is it worth it to see it go to waste after the many great things it had done?
to some people the battle might have been over.
but to others, its just the begining.

i sweat to get it
i cry to get it
i bleed to get it
no way i give up so easily.

just like what he always says.
its in our blood.

2007-10-08T22:54:00.000+08:00

accompanied failure to school to collect the excuess letter for camps.
took quite a long time.went town and met up with kokwei and kokliang and made our way to queenstown.booties soon, failure's booties and deutuer and kok's booties maybe.home.

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY.
where i met edmund!

was in AMK hub with failure and was making our way to the MRT station when i saw edmund! with =Dhahahahhaha. GOT THE BLOODLY HELL SHOCK BECAUSE I DIDNT EXPECT TO SEE EDMUND AT AMK HUB.both of us are super shock la.so the thing we did! BIG HUG! and said hello.and we both laughed.HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH due to the awarkad situation.so we laughed and said bye! didnt expect myself to be so happy to see edmund but i am super happy to see him together!HAHHAHAHA.and guess what the last thing i said. EDWINA BYE! HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

zombie walking day because, both of me and faiure are lacking of sleep because we slept late and woke up early today.hell of a day. done some shopping and zombie walking.

FEELING SUPER HAPPY BECAUSE I GOT MY GREEN TOWELS! WOWOWOWOWOOWW.FAILURE GOT HERS, KOKLIANG GOT HIS AND KOKWEI GOT HIS!photos up soon! after multiple photoshop done.

training camp in a week!woo~

2007-10-08T03:02:00.000+08:00

for countless reasons i am feeling the happiest i can ever!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.people lets say HAHAHAHAHAHA.YOYO WHATS UP! FAILURE'S TWIN IS THE CHIOEST EVER!HOHO BUT SHE IS STILL NOT AS CHIO AS MY NEW FRIENDSTER PROFILE!HAHAHAHHAA.CUSTOMIZED friendster profile is FUN! super FUN! although i screwed up making a new blogskin!SHIT SHIT and SHIT.

people lets join in the queue to sign the paper to acknowlege that me and kailing are definately togetehr! because for thousand of time the first few words my friend would say to me on MSN is ...that girl is your girlfriend right and you two got FU QI LIAN.HAHHAHAHAHHA (NOTE: the queue is growing!)

YEAHYEAH! TOMORROW IS DEAD.DEAD. SAY GOODBYE TO MONEY MONEY MONEY.ALL OF THEM!HAHAHA.money for platoon tee, shopping at art friend and shopping at queensway tomorrow! not forgetting the money to feed my worms in my stomach!HAHAHHAHA.(NOT: wallet in pain.)

CHECK OUT MY FRIENDSTER!
friendster

2007-10-07T01:33:00.000+08:00

today is a life endangering life for me!wowow~HAHAHAH.

only manage to grab a few hours of sleep before i make my way to PHS for dry run for training camp.quite a number of people turn up and almost everything was okay.dry running for program is super fun.HAHAHA.life endangering too.i am the biggest in size so HAHAHHAHA.scary!.and with the MA MEE MO of eve anet and phebe really made me goes left right and all over!HAHAHHA.fun! and kokliang is super brave!HAHHAHAHHA.

went amk and had dinner and stuff.saw quite a number of people and it's shocking please.HAHAHHA.first we saw yongpin, esaint and one guy, baoyun, yiyong, the guy which i work with for cannon name unknown, andrew, meihui, lianxin, rachel, the sec 5 guy when i was sec 1 name forgotten and zhenhui and hong someting guy.a total of 13! wowowowowowo.HAHAHHAHA.

short entries and more heart breaking program would be next!
training camp/school reopening in 6/8 days!
adventure camp in 10 day!

2007-10-06T06:16:00.000+08:00

back from alittle major cycling with kokwei.kokliang ddint come along as usual.HAHAHAHA.met him at 12 plus under my house and we cycled over to AMK K Pool to play some pool.its already 1 plus when we reach there and it closes at 2.so just had a few games.wanted to go over to see if the training camp KAH are having a meeting a the MAC but when we reach there, none was there so we gave them a call only to relise that they are having their meeting at NTU. stomach started to growl so it's time for food.went over to caserina but relised its closed and over to the prata house.had prata and stuff and saw jewell and kay somewhere there. okay this post is getting rather monotonous but lets carry on.HAHHAHAHA.got some drinks and we were on our way. reach some block in yishun and had some rest and talk for an hour plus.HAHAHHAA.and there we parted.

dont blame me for the monotonus of today's entries.cycled for a few hours is fun and tiring and thats the cause.

2007-10-03T01:34:00.000+08:00

yes something to blog about finally.lets start from yesterday night.

i did something really nice and tiring to accompany kokwei for his dinner/supper please, say i am a great person HAHAHA.cycled over to sembawang mac and had dinner/supper with him.accompanied him to study in the MAC since from what i know he loves studying there.HAHAHA.so i am a good person.wait till 430am in the morning then i started to rush home with my bike becauseit's starting to rain and please my laptop is with me.HAHHA.and i left my lock key with him.

went home and sleep.woke up early in the morning to do pretty many stuff.not vyer early but at 11am, to get my specs. NOTE: IT'S green!, have my haircut and lastly check out the avaliable colors of paints at the store.rush and rush and relised i am left with alot of time=!!!!!!!!!!!hahhahaha.met up with failure and vanessa to do some logs stuff.here and there end and go.and guess what i saw.XIAODI.hahahhaha.he had quite a terrible time tryign to do a last min revision in the council room with failure a round.i bet he agreed with me.HAHHAHA.

met up with pinwen.went velocity where failure were in hope of looking for a suitable and nice trackpants which afterall she didntmanage to get. it's just a few size different.HAHAHAHHAHA.went town and home we go! wow~

ATE QUITE ALOT.SERIOUSLY.HAHAHHAHA.

photo!

us at.. gelare.=D

looking forward for tomorrow!
WEE~

2007-09-29T05:59:00.000+08:00

WONG LEE HOM CAMPUS CONCERT 2007.

FUN i guess.HAHHA.but the concert only last for 30 mins excluding the 45 mins of lineing up outside the auditorium.kind of not worth it.but seriously wong lee hom sings really well.

at least subcom was fun.went around giving tickets and doing all the little stuff and guiding the people to the lines.oya, wong lee homs fan club is really cool.HAHAHA.they came and lined up and wait for us to give them the tickes, they were really very orgnised and stuff.HAHAH.nothings much to say.as for now, photos from my phone for the 2 days.other pics till the cameraman uploads.

THE SPECIALLY SIGNED BY WONG LEE HOM ALUBUM BETRAND WON.WOW~

and here's wong lee hom
look at everybody!HAHHAA.

and the SUBCOM=D yangrong, valarie, me and ewen.HAHA

the $30,000 DSLR!!!!!

the DSLR i was guarding.HAHAH.

laslty something to brighten up everybody's day =D WONG KAILING.hahahha.

2007-09-28T01:00:00.000+08:00

i am serously not feeling the best that i can be because i am simply too tired.HAHA.didnt manage to get back to sleep aftering waking up at 3am in the morning.did photoshop and stuff and dragged the time till i am in time to leave for NYP.helped out in Nypal stuff and it's seriously interestnig,HAHAHA.took the board and went throughout nyp to ask if anyone wanted to have the tickets from us.quite a number wanted but it took us quite a lot of effort.after that left for work.

didnt meet up with the clique and ray and diva because of work today, guessed they had fun but i had my part of fun too.today was a real eye opener.but the" saddest" thing that can eveer happen to a person is when you wanted a DSLR you have to guard a DSLR worth over thousands of dollars.the work isnt interesting but the show definately were.the girls dancing and perforamnce were great.wowow!HAHAHA.duty for the day, to guard a DSLR.while andrew guarded a DSLR WORTH $30,000, just when i wanted and hoped to have one DSLR.that DSLR is a real beauty, the DSLR i am guarding is nothing compared to that of andrew's.but at least i had the chance of guarding a DSLR.photos up tomorrow.got to know some of the people, didnt really speak t othem until the end of the day because they seem really unfriendly but afterall we got along well.we even had dinner togetehr for the fact that all of us were hungry and all of us stayed at yishun.HAHAHA.

update on wong lee hom concert tomorrow if any special stuff happens.

those girls is a beauty but the DSLR is more then a beauty.

2007-09-26T03:37:00.000+08:00

i am feeling super happy this very minute now! BECAUSE! i am super special from what i understand from failure.take a look.

WKAILING / I've been here before says:
WHO THE FUCK WRITES TT ON THEIR FRIENDSTER?!!!!!!!

the day went past pretty fun.although for most of the day there's just me and failure running around singapore.met failure and went J8 to past our time and okay FYI, i took part in the junction 8 shoe desgining competition.HAHHA.and please for some special entertainment.it would be gret if i can get into top 20, but will b better if i can get into top3 but it woud be wonderful if i can get the champion.but i dont expect too much.just a champion will do.HAHAHHAHAHA.

tried some of the stuff at the new renovated junction eight basement(at least it's newly renovation to me).not too bad.after that went over to NP.and yes i didnt have ny typo here i did seriously type NP not NYP. for the fact i accompanied failure over to NP for her seriously cannot make it interview with that person from NP.walk around SIM and NP and took a bus over to cold rock.

SUPPOSINGLY.
fyi. we stopped at the stop far away from cold rock.

cold rock is okay.not very veyr nice or maybe its due to the flavour i chose.quite terrble i guess.white chocalate with bubblegum.HAHAHHA.just for people who dont know cold rock but think that cold rock is some places while serve cold rock.HAHAH.

it's a place which serve many mnay kinds of ice cream.you get to choose 2 flavour and one add ins.and they will mix it up for you, which is ratehr interesting i tell you. while for mine, doesnt seem to be mixed well, but its okay because it's failure 1/3 good friend in NP.HAHAHHA

took a cab and picked up piwnen and met up with kokwei.had dinner and rushed over to feifeis house where we went from the 13 floor to the 10 floor to the 9 flooor then back to 8 i suspose or 10. lighted up the candle and quickly sang him a happy birthday song and chit chat and there goes his birthday.and please it's a surprise.surprises dont really goes well with theGANG because all of us kind of able to expect whats going to happen next so forget about all the stupid surprises while we go oldschool which feels ratehr good.HAHAHA.

lastly.happy birthday to FEIFEI
and happy mooncake festival!=D photos up next.

oya, seriusly this picture dont comes easy for the fact that i almost disgrace myself in NP for being in a JAMMED lift while seriously terrified both me and failure to death.HAHAH.

me with the swinging chair in cold rock=D

FEIFEI FAT DAY=D

lastly the HAHA HEHE HOHO. FEIFEI!hahahah.

laslty
"if any are meant to go, just go because i know no matter what i will always have my failure, my 2 super overdue understudy, the sucker who always manage to amuse me and make me super disgusted by his behavior and lastly my one and only Xiaodi who never seem to be talking any sense with me"

2007-09-24T03:17:00.000+08:00

"IT'S HAS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I LAST BLOGGED"
didnt know how to start off so i decided to start off with the o so orignial starting like.which i personally think it's much better then any of failure's stolen pick up line from everywhere.and it's ratehr sad to be exposed by me.HAHAHHAA. and i am pretty proud of it.please say i am clever.

okay lets go history.
had of the most terrible day in dont knwo which days in the hoilday when i was editing some of the blogskin and u accidently press save the edits and there goes my orginal blogskin when i didnt even save a shit of all the codes. so i redo it all la including all the links and stuff.so if you are clever enouugh you can see tha many names had gone missing and many names has no link.whatever.HAHAHHA.quite a terrible day actually.

"blogskinning" is really quite helpless to me now. to think that those that you done within less then an hour receive super good comment and rating while those that you done for hours receive terrible feedback and rating.and that makes me think what kind of people who lives out there. thiers sense is quite terribe actually.HAHAHHA.

okay now random. hey! icebreaking games is really quite diffcult to think when you have to make sure of this and that.and you really have to go old school to find some really GOOD but not so interesting games which to me i think it's super boring.HAHAHHA.

okay now back to reality.got back from joyceekhoo house warming which is ratehr not so warm since we stayed in aircom rooms most of the time.her brotehr is suepr cute while her sister is super funny.her house still look so super nice althouh it has been the second time since i have been there.how i wish i can have a swimming pool right infront of my house which i dont kind of refers to those public swiming pool infront of the HDB flats.meeting to be really rich one day.and i mean ONE DAY, in years to come i hope.

okok back to blogskin.HAHHA.knd of forget about it but will still try harder when some super good idea knock by my brain which goes "knock knock" "who's there?" "your super good idea is right infront of your door!!!" HAHHAHAHAHHA. kind of depressing now.HAHAHA so i forgot for what reason or something i decided to aim for a camera.those BIGBIG BLACKBLACK ZOOMZOOM FATFAT CAMERA. which it's also DSLR.but's its way too expensive so i decide to go for some cheaper stuff namely Sony Cybershot DSC-N2 like it anyway.wait till i figure out how to play with real camera.which would really help in my blogskinning too.HAHAH. an it brought me back to the fact that i should have started working eariler when i had my hoildays.if i had worked eariler i would have my first pay by now and TATA! there comes my NICE CAMERA.but too bad i didnt work so TATA there goes my camera.HAHAH.or maybe someone would entertain me and tell me that i won $1500 so i can play with a DSLR in my hand now.

tomorrow is anotehr home relax day which i enjoy very much.and following it would be failure outing.kind of.bishan walking and NP interviewing for failure.accompany for that super long distance.shall prepare some sweet to prevent from BUSVOMITING.hahahha.and thursday. clique outing.WITH RAY.

okok.here goes.CLIQUE OUTING WITH RAY!!!!!.
wait.before i start, i dont hate ray or anything now.HAHHAA.because i have my life nowHAHAHA and i always had.HAHAHHA.got me thinking! SISTER,lynda is ratehr super weird forthe fact to her i dont enjoy having ray around with me but she ask him out with the clique, and if i still have my old thinking she can really forget about having me around la.rather weird la.luckily she asked at the right time otherwise there really goes me.shall blog about the happening of the day.shall be real hot i HOPE! shoe throwing, punch blowing, leg kicking, head banging and most importantly body twisting.and makepeople DIE!hahahahhahaa.

but till now still dont quite understand the purpose of asking ray out with the clique but it's ratehr fine with me now.HAHHAHA.okay something really interesting i found out.shall say before hand that i do often drop by mr ray's blog to check out how he had been doing.ratehr brainy and stuff as usual.s i do take notice of my link at this links.before i blogged that super long post about him, my link was there, after that, it's gone. and now it's back. so whats the meaning behnd?!?!?!?HAHAHA.hide and seek?

aoky need to kind of take pity with ray for the fact that people who knows me well will know that he is the one and only person who has been really axe and crossed by me because i dont treat people the way i treat him.i gets allow well with most of the people except those that look really weird example that alien and the 3 for 10 dollars kind of people.HAHAHHA.well, the less sentence it;s meant for failure and guys to laugh at!HAHHAHAHA.3 FOR 10DOLLARS!.

shall post some pictures up now.

had the feeling that i blogged this picture already but nevermind.FAILURE and the JCkias.(theGANG)

and this shall be known as day out with theGANG, FAILURES with the polykias.HAHAHHAHA.

less but not least my lastest creation.mr theGREENfreak poster.HAHA.

didnt expect this post to be so super long and i guess this is the ongest it can go.HAHHAA.but thats all the rubbush i have in my brain for more rubbish please refer to failures blog with countless of rubbishs and complains.HAHAHHAHA.

2007-09-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

happy happy guy.
but i though i could be happy for long.HAHAHHAHA.

busy with blogskins yesterday night.and conclude that making blogskins is really interesting.HAHHAHA.how lovely.made two skins yesterday.

the first one is entitled.photography, my way of life.=D http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=159353&action=Preview
second is. Theatre, is LOVE.=D
http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=159357&action=Preview
have a look.HAHAHHAA.

the day didnt start out right today due to !@#$%^&& =D.
but turn out slightly better after meeting failure at her house, but having the horror of her father coming back from work and looking at me in the house.ratehr scary because her father is seriously scary.HAHAHHA.

met up with fishy and pinwen.brenda didnt come along because she's busy while the JC's kias is busy wuth exams.so left the Poly'sHAHAHHA.went for donut factory which the queue is getting seriously shorter.HAHHA.got some sushi, drinks and stuff and we were super ready for our little pinic.had a little walk and went to out bridge.HAHAH=D. we are weird people and we all agrees to it but it's the mood that counts. although there isnt any mood to be consider up the bridge when, thw wind is super strong, dust is flying every where.HAHAHAH.but but it's still the mood that counts.HAHAHAH.started our walk back to MRT station but our day didnt end there.saw a little water display and slack around there.took some pictures and got a little wet.ended our day with lots of pick up lines though.HAHAHA.

till he next time we meet.onces a week still counts.HAHAHHA.

None other then FAILURE=D

the always so hated pinwen with me.

and lastly of course, the happy people.

2007-09-16T02:25:00.000+08:00

just came back from cycling.though of some stuff i guess.message kokwei but he didnt reply guess his's alseep.so a few years had past from knowing the gang.=D rea; lovely=D! BELOW ARE THE PICTURES OVER THE YEARS!

nothing else but beautiful memories.=D

the start of the relationship.

nothing but love =D

2007-09-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

afterall, i am just a eighteen years old teenager.
no matter how strong or how intellegent i am, i am just someone who only have less then 18 years of experience in life.
maybe i have fall short of your expectation, which i mean maybe.
maybe you think afterall you ddnt know me well afterall.
maybe.

i might be at the wrong place.
i might be there at the wrong day.
i might be there at the wrong time.
i might be expecting too much from people.
i might be saying the wrong things to the people.
i might be the closest to them compared to the rest.
but i am just doing what i think is best for them.
regardless it's so called morally right or wrong.

afterall i see myself as someone who puts in alot to guiding and helping people.

maybe after this incident you will see me in another way, its okay with me.
as i have the responsibility to bear for not turning up today.

if you think i caused the problem.i am sorry.
if you think i didnt, thanks for believing me.

will be fine i guess.

2007-09-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

no matter how hard you try to prevent things from happening.
it will always happen.
as what have to come, have to come.

it's quite unusual and interesting to see your juniors asking you to relax.
it's even interesting to find xiaodi asking you to relax.

the though of your head on the chopping board seem really interesting.
i am 3/4 dead.but i will survive it anyway.

HAHA=D

2007-09-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

2007-09-12T00:25:00.000+08:00

today had been great.HAHA. quite a number of surprises.while on my way to PHS for planning i saw XIAODI=D with basic 2 clement and jarab. had a little talk with them and relised that i am late for meeting.HAHAH.NICE! to be able to bump into them on the way to school.

so meeting. quite a number was there compared to the usual few.and RECEE is on. friday i think or thursday, kind of forgot about it.but jalan bathera here i come.HAHAH.just to remind myself how to go there.

NOTE: take 975 or 925 from CCK mrt station.

met up with failure and KOKers and had dinner.prata house plus "hongkong cafe". main point of the day isnt the food.HAHAH.i ratehr enjoy the walk we took.=D KOkers said its the last time out because their exam is ratehr near.HAHAH.

went home with yiyuan. surprise surprise.HAHAH saw him on the train.which is the first time we walked home togetehr ever since one year ago?HAHAH.

nothing much to blog today.but it's still a nice day =D!

NOTE: if you receive a MSN saying "i remember you used to have this hairstyle" dont be stupid and accecpt it.HAHAH. i nearly accept it because i received it from my primary school friend!wow wow! virus is the trend!

2007-09-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

"sometimes simple life seem so much better then a life full of spark."

dale.=D

2007-09-09T00:40:00.000+08:00

back home from movie 881=D!
after many weeks of yes and no and no and yes of meeting up for 881! we finally made it.rather unbeliveable, but we WATCHED it afterall.wasnt as good as i expected it to be, rather funny but just isnt so good.

there goes second week of hoilday! wow! result's out in a few days time! no SUP PAPER PLEASE! and please send my IC back to me! a few days down for next week, specially reserved for sec 2 adventure camp planning if there is any and wednesday's down.and there goes week three!HAHAHHA.training camp/adventure please be here and let me have my six/seven days of fun in camp!

2007-09-05T23:49:00.000+08:00

finally something really interesting to blog about.
spent the past 2 days with NCC, got to know a few sec 1s and sec 2s better.and back to the interesting thing, i just lost my IC. what good luck do i have?HAHAHA.but i am rather calm about it because i actually continued playing pool for 2hous after i know that i lost my IC.
wanted to make a police report, but didnt in th end because...
i saw baoyun on the way and she said that if you lose your ic you didnt have to make a police report but instead you need to call the ICA building.she know about it reasoning, she lost her wallet today.HAHAHHAHAHAHA.
both of us got the winning strike.

maybe, i hope someone is holding on to my IC this very min.HAHAH.
maybe a trip down to SSTC to look for my IC at the information counter.
and a sure unable to make it to FOURSKIN outing tomorrow.
SHIT.

well.decided to commit?

2007-08-31T21:22:00.000+08:00

it's quite sad to know that the moment you reach home there isnt any TV to watch because it somehow and for some reason decided to have a plain black screen for every channel. maybe it's a new TV series whereby every channel shows a blank black screen not a bad idea though.

whats even worst is to know that the thing otehr then TV which can actually enterain you is internet but to find out that the internet is loading super slow. and a good new for now. somehow i can hear the sound of TV programm which also means that the TV series which shows blank black screen is over. YUP! whihc in short is a good news.

today has been, unusual. went to school to celebrate teachers day when i just ilterally spent my whole day listuning to what mr lau have to say.HAHAHHA.and he really have a lots of things to say.

didnt have movie because of this thing and that thing,so when for NCC sea training instead.not a bad day to talk about.rather cranky the whole day and spoke rubbish throughout the day.HAHAHAH.dinenr with NCC yishun gang.and today marked the poorest day of my life, believe me i lend my last 2 dollar to a sec 1 ncc guy.and i am left with zero dollars!HAHAHHA.

HPT mentoring tomorrow.

2007-08-30T03:43:00.000+08:00

relised one simple fact, i cant sleep early ever since weeks back before the exam.so it's rather terriblw when you are tired but you just cant get to sleeep.
life has been really simple i guess HAHAHA. staying at home was fun! seriously fun, sleep till no one care, and to see my parents and sister for the whoel day.HAHAHA.

went to have dinner with failure some time back, not some normal dinner i suspose. went prata house. everything was okay except the BOMB PRATA. it's really nice, it's too sweet and not really considered edible. NOT FOR HUMAN.

then went over to have our desert.had BOILDED COKE WITH GINGER. do not try it, it isnt fit for people to dink it.and please do not try drinking it at home.HAHAHAHAH.

881, mighht be a little late but it's worth it to watch with failure and kokers. and work hunting tomorrow. 3rf trip for work hunting though, got this feeling fourskin is gotton to be back but will try to find one other then fourskin! =D

thats all for the day, bet i have diffculty waking up tomorrow.
HAHAH.

2007-08-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

wanted to blog about what pinwen asked me to do, started on it but didnt manage to finish it, because it's too lengthy.HAHAHHA. and since pinwen put me in his 11 position, but seriously thats not the case, it's just too lengthy.and too much to think about.

people usually say an apple a day, keeps the doctor away.
but to me, a little of HPT people a day, keeps the trouble away.
well i couldnt say the same for a little of HPT for 2 days, that will have to wait for tomorrow since there's mentoring tomorrow.

had A change of chatting partner oN the phone, make a guess=D!an hour and a half and it's considered a record for me but if my battery didnt Go flat the conversation might just carry on till morning.joking. but still possiblE. so we talked about everything, almost i think, our thoughs and our feeLing.not bad for a first time, better record next time. =D

LOVING MY BLOG! try looking out for your pictures people!HAHAHA.

2007-08-24T04:12:00.001+08:00

i am feeling the hottest that i ever can now,
to think that after having a change of my own blogskin,
to know something like that and spoil my whole day.
and to think that today it's my first day of hoilday.
SHIT YOU.

and please it's my say and not your say.
you are so much worst then pinwen can!

2007-08-24T04:12:00.000+08:00

i am feeling the hottest that i ever can now,
to think that after having a change of my own blogskin,
to know something like that and spoil my whole day.
and to think that today it's my first day of hoilday.
SHIT YOU.

and please it's my say and not your say.

2007-08-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

it seems to be a million year since i last blogged.feeling rather excited now because a whole truck of rubbish is going on in my mind. how excited. NOTE: Mr nice guy not in the mood to blog today therefore he got his innerself to do the blogging. therefore do prepare yourself to read the hottest blog post of the year.HAHAHAHA.

dont be shock and dont bother asking if i am feeling right or not because i am feeling super duper well.HAHAHAHA.

days with clique in school were no longer the same since weeks ago.okay a breif clique introduction.hahaha.

founded TEO WEEKS after school started.
Name:Famous clique 0607
Member: Angelyn Lee Huey Min, Jeraldine Xie Jiale, Lynda Lim Liting, Thia Chun Fu Dale, Lee Yee Huat, Edmund Wee Yong Pin, Ivan Chan Yuan Da. (might just change in a few weeks! HAHAH)

okay by to days with clique no longer the same, reason because Ray started to join in a few weeks ago, how lovely.HAHAH perherps we can have an installation ceremony for ray and offically let him join in as one of us?!?!HAHAH since he would really love to do that.then we can have a change of name Famous Gang 0708 since it seems to be really big.HAHAHAH.then add in our newest member Ray Ng something long?.then we can have a celebration and ask him to get as a cake and ask him to bring along a absolute.then we can all blog about all the little details that happened during that celebration! yeah so happy. =D.

It just seems like i dislike him so muchHAHAH and actually i really do, to think that weeks before he "joined" the cliquei was almost happily msning him almost everyday and entertained him when he's feeeling emo, and stay up late to teach him statistics and the result he got is muuch better then mine!HAHAH. JOKE. and lets see, i was on super good term with him when he's not in the "clique", whihch for now he still isnt in, maybe in time to come. and after he "joined" the "clique" i am on on term with him.HAHAHA.

so before he joined us whenever yeehuat and edmund see him they will tell me how weird they actually think of ray but now they are on super good term with ray HAHAHA.see how fast things changes.and because of the not so good impression of ray to them i didnt bother to actually ask ray to join us.so whenever ray dare me that he will know my whole clique i would tell him not to.but i guess he though i was kidding.

okay after so much i should actually explain why i so dislike and hate him.HAHAH. for a very simple fact the extend he goes to know friends is totally to the extend.HAHAH. so i kind of regreted knowing him during the orientation but no matter what i actually enjoy bullshitting with him in the past but not anymore.

Have you eveer seen someone giving "potatoes food" (present) to someone who you didnt really know. ray did that la.he bought wedges for lynda for her birthday when they only knew each other for a week which actually they spoke for less then ten sentence in total.HAHAHA. but what matter most is lynda is happy.HAHAH.

if anyone actuually know us the cliquE wuld know that we occupied the whole row in front and actually no one sit right infront of us but ray manage to bring himself to sit infront or maybe around us for a few times. which irritated me most.HAHAH.good way of knowing friends, i should so learn from you.hahah.

okay i didnt know how clique got to know ray as a friend.it just happen during a day which i skip lesson.HAHAHA. and BOOM!they are friends.HAHAH.so friends.okay.

do your friend actually photocopy all the notes for all the module for you guys? i mean friends which you are not close with la.okay answer NO.hahaha.but ray did. so lovely, maybe thats the way he actually treat his friends but to me it rather extreme. too fake.HAHA. but the rest didnt mind so none of my problem too.HHAHAHA.

yeah! finally a time to blog about ivan's birthday. okay expected ray to come along too so thouh to myself that if he appear i will go =D but in the end i didnt because i didnt want to spoil the mood of the people afterall it's ivan's birthday.but serioualy not so comfortable with him tagging along.HAHAH.

so if you understand what i am talking about, you are clever.
if you dont understand thats so stupid of you.HAHAHAH.

so let me come to my conclusion, i am not fine with ray tagging along actually, but i am friendly enough to say hello, bye, how are you, hows the test? and friendly enough to walk the way to YCK MRT station. but i dont like the idea with ray joining the clique's outing.HAHAH. actually though of accompanying huat to the doctor eariler but ray seems rather interested to tag along so i rather have my beauty sleep, huat better get well soon.HAHAH. so in future, if ray actually intend to go out with clique count me out.HAHAH. i would gladly be home rather then tagging along and spoil the mood of all.HAHAH.

actually i am in no position to decide eather ray can appear around us since, he's not my friend but friend of the restHAHAH and i also cannot restrict the rest from bringing their friends along what.HAHAH namely ray. afterall i cannot control the rest my dear clique make.HAHAHA.

to clique, hey! lovely for you guys to drop by and read this! (althouh i think i asked most of you guys to read it) next time if ray is along with us, dont actually mind me being quiet!HHAHAHA and if ray actually goes out with us dont mind me leaving you guysHAHAH since it's rather obvious i can die if i actually go out with him so leave me out! so get sed to it since you guys got used to ray hanging around with us!HAHHAHA. I STIL SO ENJOY BEING AROUND WITH MY CLIQUE.

to ray, feel free to hang around since you enjoy being with us and since you are friend of the rest. of course i cannot restrict you from joining maybe one day you might just be in our clique.HAHAHAH.but till then enjoy looking at blog entries that write, "went ouut with clique + ray". i am just blogging what i feel so dont bring people to threaten me for being so unfriendly or to beat me up. because the most i die and the most you go to jail.yup a good exchange also. and lastly i so really do enjoy the times during orientation camp with luoping joel you sabrina and people and also the time before you try to know the people in my clique.but for now not anymore.yup thats all. and dont get all emo after reading all this!HAHAHA.

yup finally done! LOVE CLIQUE!hahaha.
and till our clique really split which has a high possibility i will continue to enjoy being with you all.HAHAHHA.but it so better dont split.

thats all readers.hope you guys enjoyed.the whole thing.HAHAH.
with love.2 more days.

2007-08-14T19:03:00.000+08:00

life has been about books these few days.Exams coming in a few days and i am rather happy about it because it also means that 7 weeks of hoilays are arriving next.

Haven spent a decent day out with people recently, namely failure, pinwen, kokwei, kokliang, fishy, brenda, clarinda and wilson. time to come on out people!?!?!?!?. i wonder how we actually spent almost most of the days in a week together when we were in secondary school but now we seems to have done everything in the world that nothing much seems to be interesting. but never mind, something will come along i think and i hope, after my exams.

AGENDA.
-steamboat like old times please, followed by walking along the road to the clock. staying at the clock till 12 and we start rushing for train and miss the train almost everytime. the walk at the bridge where brenda will eitehr walk far infront or far a the back with koklinag accompanying her, while pinwen entertaining the rest with me and kailing aside.HAHA. (nothing like old times)

-dinner at "lao di fang" which we only manage to go for a few times. newton circle.

thats all people! till then =D
lastly my new haircut=D

2007-08-10T00:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO EVERYONE.
went for a movie with the rest.
it's super nice and it's nothing like the other love story.
the actress is super lovely and adorable.and i mean seriously.

quite short.but the actress is super nice.=D

2007-08-09T00:28:00.000+08:00

a good night sleep after this.since i didnt sleep for yesterday till now.which is like terrible, actually felt like fainting on my way to school in the morning.Tutorial was gone in a few seconds and up next's presentation.panicked for the first half an hour togetehr with jonathan due to the publishing of website.but we manage to get it through.presentation was fun, because a lot of people asked a lot of question but it only happens when it's our group.

rushed back to PHS.had a little fun saying hello to everyone.typically everyone i know but some of those unknown.but it's still fun saying hello.lots of people came down.especially 5 agape.but ended up touring with kokwei and kokliang. and this nice little girl joyce khoo got us in the concert free!HAHAHHA.

highlight is the songs by the campus superstar 1 and 2.but i still support 1 more.HAHAH. AND SERIOUSLY ALL OF THEM ARE GREAT.wow. and the even higher highlight is sheena songs "with" pinwen.got me so high and happy for pinwen la.HAHAH.and now i am somehow urguring with sheena over that. and she claim that she didnt do that on purpose.HAHAH.who knows.and sadly yvonne didnt appear.okay dinner and home.

2007-08-05T11:37:00.000+08:00

i am feeling HOT! i mean literally HOT!
my face is burning red.
both my arms are like feeling raw from cooking.
seems to be starting to peel!HAHAH. but i doubt it will happen.

reasoning why.
i went kayking with kokwei yesterday at Pasir Ris Water Venture (Sea Sports Club)
went there to have some fun and to do some revision for my 3 star.
and guess what! i did what i didnt manage to do months ago, that is Eskimo Roll.
explaination: to recover back above the water when you capsize. HAHHA.fun but it's hurting but my nose and throat.

had dinner and slept on the train till home.
thats all for the day!
exam in less then 2 weeks!HAHAHAHA.

2007-08-01T01:16:00.000+08:00

Hello=D its now 0118 when i am typing all this rubbish here.just came back from an hour of lorry ride and my hair is shit beyond description.

something for a change today, met up with KOKERS failure feifei winnie belinda brenda and baoyun.shannon came along and fetch us to Changi Coast Campsite. we went there to somehow let them watch us cheer and somehow compete with each other. and did i mention who's the the other party? o ya its the NORTHLAND STUDENT LEADER, they are having their TRAINING CAMP at that point of time. and make a guess of the number we are up against! so we have about 9 person and we are up against a totalt of more then 50. what a good comparsion.HAHAHA. the way they compete against us isnt the kind we expected. except for the volume part (which we couldnt have win, but we were loud enough for 9 person.)which we somehow lag (for the fact they have 50 plus people, they couldnt have lost.) everything else is good.HAHAH. at least for our actions!

manage to observe how they actually work on the outside. one word, different. they are just toally different from people from HPT. they were rather disorganised and messy, HPT appears to be much much much better then them, which is rather the truth. it's a good chance to see how different HPT is from the others, the people we take in are rather of good quanlity while for them the take in people of all trade. it's more challanging to take the NORTHLAND STUDENT LEADER as they are not as disclipine as PHS STUDENT LEADER.if there's a chance, something for a chance is good. but i still see phs student leader (HPT) having the better breed.HAHAHAHAHA.

we were also observing the KAH of the students, especially the S4 logistics, he seems weird and stress. we were wondering if he has the NOOB face or he's too stress and tired. but i guess he's born with that appearence. and i seriously believe he's stress because when i ask him are you stress? he just heheheheheh in a weird manner while the other logs comment HAIZ..... HAHAHA.it's interesting and FUN.

board the lorry at 12. left the lorry at 0100. so its a total of 1 hour trip. dropping people down at every stop and enjoying the cold breeze, ICY WIND at the same time. while thinking. that's all for the day, people enjoy and take care, till then have a good night sleep.

2007-07-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

not in the blogging mood.
YESTERDAY.
donuts to school
clique to town without ivan.
met up with pinwen.
failure came and go.
finish up 2 RP's banner.

TODAY.
no school.
woke up late.
went PHS.
went JERALDINE house.
basketball.
swim.
KFC family meal.
GOOD BYE REAGENTVIEW!

maybe cycle later.
picture soon.

2007-07-26T00:46:00.000+08:00

guess it's time to blog.
life has been wonderful, for real this time round. but it's really getting me crazy as it's hard to adapt to some of the changes and the busy sechules that got me going. From fixing shannon's lorry wheel to organic farm to eating a dinner at tampiness when i am staying at yishun and lastly today queueing for donuts.come to think of it fixing shannon's lorry whel is fun and i mean fun. and its my first time having to fix a wheel.HAHA.good experience. organic farm was interesting, everything seems the same to me there, there are all GREEN.dinner at tampiness gives me the feeling of wanting to puke.sowrdfish collarbone is not for one serving its raterh for 2 serving.but its nice when you have you first bite. queueing for donuts wasnt as exciting as failure said it would be because we took only half an hour while she took 3 hous back then,so we couldnt feel the fun in it but seriously the donut's great especially DOUBLE CHOCOLATE! WHOO!~ and did i mention i had my hair cut a few days back and she got my hair back to what i have before.

came to some sense a few days back. learning to look at things flat ratehr then 3D, to see things in one way raterh then thousands of ways which would get me unhappy and giddy. so learning to take things easy but i seems to be caring less but i am feeling better.good temper these few days.way to go dale! PICURE TIME!

rather obvious, a flat tyre and us helping out.FOR REAL

ORGANIC FARM.

my name hair cut. it took me 1hour plus to get my hair cut.and i almost fall alseep.HAHAH.

2007-07-22T00:23:00.000+08:00

a new begining awaits us.
a struggle to survive?
a last hope of life.
which side should i contribute to?
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.SERIOUSLY I AM FINE!

"too bad you guys came too late,
hope you guys enjoyed yourself till now,
but too bad,
the fun is over,
and the game has ended. =D"

2007-07-20T21:12:00.000+08:00

my mood changes as fast as thunder today=D
the paper today isnt easy. time to buck up on statistics now.

skipped lecture and went bishan.
and guess what? i played basketball, after 2 years of not touching basketball.
people like failure must be like shock.HAHAH.

i am starting to get irritated by my phone disfunctioning.
i am not able to check out the missed calls i've recevied.
there's 3 miss calls today, sorry if i didnt get back to you.
talking about calls.
Shannon called me a few mins back, he asked if i am free to help him out in his northland camp. didnt really confirmed anything with him but i know that it's a 5 day camp and its within this month.shall consider about it.
meeting tomorrow.

HAVE YOU EVER SEEN?
a girl who's fat but says that she's fit and says it like real?
a girl who's ugly but says that she's cute and says it like real?

I SEEN MY SHARE OF THEM.=D

2007-07-19T19:17:00.000+08:00

arent really felling my best today.one sleepless night can really kill i guess.
because i am having this terrible headache ever since morning.
Once again i went rushing for the train.
The feeling to reach Presbyterian High School by 7.25am.
worried of been late.=D

got back anoher result.WHOO! i am totally loving it. got a B for overall result and 37/50 for my HTML paper.isnt really very good but its not bad for me already.after lab, wanted to leave eariler and rest but didnt, but i skipped tutorial to have a good rest.it doesnt seems to be of help anyway, the headache is still THERE.

so failure and kokwei was asking me to watch kokliang's match.
-his last game
-he isnt feeling very good
-he would be glad to see us at the match.
so both of they were rather insisting that i should turn up for the match dispite me telling them i ...
-isnt feeling weel
-isnt feeling very good
-didnt have a wink of sleep yesterday
-wuld be glad to have a rest
-tomorrow i having a paper.
but they manage to get my point only after countless of messaegs and calls. despite me not feeling well they still trys to persaude me to turn up for thr match without thinking about how i was feeling then.good one.but i am cool about it, its not liek this is the first time knwoing them.

was rather shock by angel's reaction.ivan was saying i have been the one to help everyone with the AFA and angel's reaction is "No!I depend fully on myself where got ask dale!". and seriously her reaction really did shock me. so i didnt help angel in her AFA before.i wonder.this isnt really bothering me, i am fine with what angel says but i am still having my hadache=D. and i wonder how do i study for my stats later on.HAHAHHA.

anyone have any instant way to ending headache?
spending the night writing = headache
spending the night writing = smiles from people.
therefore, headache = smile from people = it's all worth it.=D

note: please dont think that i am feeling sad for anything HAHHA! because i am not! whoo!

2007-07-17T02:21:00.000+08:00

OKAY! BEFORE EVERY!
A WORLDWIDE APOLOGY TO IVAN CHAN YUAN DA!( as if he really sees this hahaha)
I AM SO SORRY FOR SLAMING YOU STRAIGTH TO THE GROUND WHICH LIKE ENDED WITH A BIG BANG! with the whole clique STUNNED!but i myself is stunned to! didnt ever know that i have the eneregy the slam someone onto the ground but i really did wanted to catch you back just that the speed you are going is like the speed of lighting. one second i push next second BANG~ okay! SORRY!

its as terrible as anyone can imagine. BELIEVE ME !
I REALLY DID DANGERED IVAN'S LIFE.

forgot my AFA ICA until emdund actually shock me with the truth that there is a ICA later on.and i didnt study a bit please! but the paper is easy! to edmund if you actaully see this! WHAT DO YOU GET FOR C.O.G.S - C.O.G.S??? = ZERO!

life has been wonderful except for certain stuff. i am disgusted by the way people react to knowing more friends. simply disgusted. the way you act the way you interact. actually really suck.do you actually know what is "BU CHI LIAN CHI"??? you just suck la, actually you don't just BU CHI LIAN CHI, except fot that i okay with you.and i just dont feel good with you around, with you talking, with you within my vision, with you walking beside me everything that concerns about you i dont feel good about it. so you dont suck just that i dont feel good about you. yup guess that should be all.

okay EFF COM SPEECH ICA 3 tomorrow! luck!

WORKPLACE DISCRIMINATION=D

2007-07-16T02:02:00.000+08:00

okay have been a long long time snce i posted any pictures down here. its all in random orders.so enjoy.but cant sseem to upload pictures taken today.

Lets do the TBT SMILE! HE! i am really influenced by tbt to smile like that which seems rather weird to me!HAHAH.

This picture looks rather weird with it's background. It would be much much better if the background is a waterfall or mountain because it really look like so!HAHA.

OKAY! presenting AHBOY! one of the weirdest person you can actually find. but he seems rather amazed by the way failure and me interact.HAHA.

One of our latest picture!update yourself with our ever not changing style of taking picture!HAHA.

Brenda's Birthday!

ERM.something weird and special?

OKAY! presenting SHERMIN POK! okay i know her in a rather weird way! she is weird enough by her own and with her buddy its kinda terrible.HAHA.

Presenting Yanyi! combo queen which i am rather surprised that she wins me almost everything i played with her.

DONE DONE DONE.=D

2007-07-16T01:49:00.000+08:00

back from a FASTFORWARDED day. everything seems so fastforward today but i guess its considered weird and interesting.=D met up with feifei, brenda and failure. though that today would be WORLDWAR THREE.since both brenda and failure already told me they had a not-nice not-interesting not-friendly nothing but good talk on the phone before they actually leave their house. but everything turned up quite nice.

met up with kokliang and had little bit of that and a little bit of these. relised we woere ratehr late for our movie so we CHIONG!thats when we expecting the tickets to be ready and collected. details not revealing and the tickets not collected so its not ready. so we literially CHIONG from MS to VIVO. and from VIVO to the cinema itself. and gladly we were in time, wwe were all in shock for what kokliang said eariler "tickets are out for sale if not collect half an hour before the movie starts" we reached at 2025 whn the movie is starting at 2220, but too bad what koklaing said isnt real!HAHAH.

and congrate to me and failure that we completed the race for HARRY POTTER.we were real fast while running to the cinema. and yes we caught the movie HARRY POTTER and the order of the PHEONIX at VIVO GV. not bad but not as good as compared to the series before. and soon we were back home.=D

weeks of exam up next! weeks of undone project up next!

2007-07-14T01:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KOKWEI=D

guess all these days of staying up late is killing me.
and guess what i didnt appear at NYP for the whole day, ask me why? i went dating with dream goddess. just when i though i am in time for lesson dream goddess just cant bear to see me walking to school like a walking zombie and get me back to her side.

went PHS for 6th Student Council Investiture. Not bad.
had a little fun i guess=D sec fours steeped down and sec threes invested.Onces i was the one standing on stage with white long slevee shirt and onces i was the one wearing the blazer on stage and now i am the one invited to look at all these people doing what i done for the past few years. Nice feeling. Its really great to see the sec 3 being invested.

went for lunch at AMK mos. with yanyi ahboy xiaomin winnie kokwei kokliang failure. had lunch slacked and talked and one leave after the other.and guess what? my feather is stolen by yanyi. and guess who i saw?? ANGELYN!!!! WHOO! and she updated me about the day's happening!

my habits didnt really like change after a few years, and failure knew what i did when i went missing.no fun at all. i wasnt really very very sure where he really is and AMK isnt really all that small, therefore i walked to places where people seldom walk and follow where my feeling tells me to go. and i walked really far, and i mean really far but i am glad i walked that distance and followed where my feeling actually tells me to go because i found him.

found him, tried talking, talking dont work, so just sat by the side and accompany him since it seem to be the next better choice. but i didnt really enjoy the whole process, i felt rather sad looking at what he is then, i dont like the feeling sitting by the side and not being able to be of any help.hope that i could be of help.

2007-07-09T20:59:00.000+08:00

went back to PHS.
to pass Xiaodi the pants and erm ya HAHAHAHA. i still have to make a trip to PHS tomorrow, for certain unexpected reasons!HAHAH.

QUESTION:
how do you prevent someone from listuning from one ear and goes out the other ear?
ANSWER:
cover the other ear.!(IT ISNT REALLY MEANT TO BE FUNNY!)

JOKE!
PHS sec 2: HELLO CHUNFU!
me: HELLO!
PHS sec 2: i think i know you!
me: O is it?
PHS sec 2: ya, you are that alwyn alumni right?
PHS sec 2: i mean that alwyn's senior.
me: erm ya! and why do you remember me because of him!HAHAHAHA

went back to school!
and yes i wore the green cap which i expected myself to wear! i love green=D.
lesson was unusually okay.

2007-07-09T00:24:00.000+08:00

okay i am like rather tired now but come to think of it i am almost tired everyday. things just goes too fast everyday.woke up at morning and the next moment its time to sleep.sad.HAHA.

went church and met up with brenda after that. went fourskin and saw one shirt which i like.but the reactin i got from brenda is like i have a very very similar one. i couldnt remember if i got a simialr one so i called failure.she is not of anyhelp also.HAHA.then jolene came in the picture and said. you seems to have a smiliar one HAHA. and next she SAY I CAN JUST IMAGINE YOU I ANY GREEN SHIRT! i was like wa!HAHAHA.so i didnt get it afterall.

chat with jolene!HAHA.and found that she is doing well in ngee ann.

brenda left and i met up with kokliang and failure.i got a green cap and i am rather sure i am wearing it to school tomorrow. so we went around.had tako pachi, failure's cheesecake, o arh mee sua, some spicy thing, donut factory donut's and more and more la.

okay the day doesnt really end here but i am just too tired to blog!
BA TIN! clue of the day=D

okay.back.this is kind of like edited.
i read ah boy's blog.it wrote things like "GUYS CRYING" and stuff.
i used to think guys shouldnt really like cry but after so many time of experience i conclude that GUYS HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO CRY! everyone have its soft side and that everyone will go through diffcult times. i dare to tell people that i cried for almost every reasonable things that you can find. HPT, youth band, the people around me, and seriusly literally everything. but i am not really ashamed or anything but instead i am like PROUD since its like my own feelings? my own thoughs. people can laugh for all they want and tell me that crying is what sissys do. but it doesnt really affect me i have my own views and my own thinking. to me crying nutures man. who says man dont cry? thats an idiotic untruthful thinking! after crying i am a new man! a better man!

"CRYING NUTURES MAN"

"crying requires courage,
people who have the courage to cry
are then considered real man=D."
~dale.

2007-07-07T14:15:00.000+08:00

have been sleeping for almost most of my time.guess the past few days is like tiring?HAHA.or maybe i am just too lazy to wakeup.

went for PHS Thanksgiving at Honours Night.
the whole placee looks okay.
programme was boring.
but at least there is dance which is like whoo! nice.
no wonder they got gold for syf.
and yup i was rather happy because i got to see lots of familar faces.
not to say hpt people since i saw them not long before.
there's people like Xiao Di =D, Shuman, more and more.
countless.
got the chance to see BRYAN and SHUHANG(SHUHONG) in their graduting suit or something like that. and they have that square thing on their head!HAHA.

and there's this werid conversation.
girl: HELLO! CHUNFU!
me: HELLO!
girl: i am sure you dont know who i am!
me: YES I DO!
girl: whats my name?
me: trying to look at her nametag but she turned the other way round.
everyone: HAHAHAHAHAHA.

and seriously i dont really know her but its good to say hi to juniors!HAHA.because afterall i am a super friendly guy right!

went and meet up with failure fishy and brenda, kokwei was with me. to celebrate brenda's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!hahaha.had a small cake for her and we rush our way home to catch the last train.

need to get a spec soon i guess..
eye sight getting bad.
HAHAHA.

2007-07-04T22:26:00.000+08:00

HTML ICA tomorrow.hope it wouldnt be as bad as POM.

have been laughing my way out these few days. laugh my way into nyp and laugh my way out of nyp.but it isnt much of a life to me.i would like a change of environment, an environment with high life uncertainty, life these few days just seems so expected to me. except for the day which i met up with some of the sec 3 hpts. but i am seriously looking forward to meeting up with 5 agape on this friday and the meet up with GANG failure brenda clarinda kokliang kokwei wilson fishy pinwen on next sunday but i am rather sure i will be meeting up will some of them soon.

update: special notice.
pinwen changed his number but thats not the maon point, the main point is that he changed into the same phone as i am using now.he's not using the same colour of course, same as our fourskin bowling bag, i hold the brown and he hold the black.

hmm.i like the changes i had.=D

i have learnt to put aside my views about things around me and thus i am not so affected.
i have learnt that some relationship arent meant to be carry on and i put a stop to it and till now i have not yet regret a little.
i have learnt to be like everyone else, just act and join in the fun.
i have learnt not to expect too much from others as some of them arent worth your expectation.

but learning all these haven really made me much happier. i used to be affected by my views about others and now i am affected by my views towards myself. dont really know wether its true but its what comes to my mind a few seconds back.

i still haven finished up wht i wanted to finish a few days back about the blog entry i read, i just didnt have the chance. give me a chance to talk la idiot.be online or just pop out in front of me in nyp.HAHAHHAAH.don be freaked out by me anyway.

THE IDEA IS COMING ! ITS COMING! I CAN SENSE IT BUT I JUST DONT HAVE THE MONEY!

2007-07-02T21:08:00.000+08:00

woke up super early in the morning.
nothing better to do.
so did something which i dont usually do.
go around reading people's blog.
i guess it isnt something that suits me because i guess get affected easily.
and i mean super easily.
i cannot be like failure who can go around reading people's blog and just take it as it is. i might just be affected for the whole day and go and find the truth out of it la.
and so this happened to me.i read this somebody's blog and was rather super affected for the whole day.
i didnt quite like what was written, and how it was written.
and ever since then i was rather affected.
my mood want very good, was rather werid for the whole day, something known as "XIN LI BU PING HEN" i wasnt very comfortable about it.
went to school for lesson and skipped lecture. to find out something but i didnt really manage to bring myself to ask la.so here i am waiting for that very person to appear online and find out the truth.

HAPPY YOUTH DAY TO ALL.
no longer a youth because there isnt any youth day for us poly students.

not very comfortable about what was written, BUT I AM OKAY WITH IT =D
time to clear the "misunderstanding!"

2007-07-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

didnt blog much yesterday so touching on some details today!
went to eat at yishun LJS and saw a lot of famliar faces!!!
so i was rather excited!HAHA. mmm BAOYUN, DARREN, SHAFIQ.

talking about eating just gets me going!HAHA.just came back from HIGH CLASS dinner with feifei kokwei and kokliang and failure at TASTE OF THAILAND! its like the first time we did that la and we orderes about 7 dishes for 5 person. so its damm high when we saw all the food!HAHA.

BACKGROUND INFO:
i forgot about today's dinner and stayed at home until kokwei called me!HAHAH suprised!hahaha. dont blame me i just too tired. failure forgot to called the rest of the people to come so its only the five of us having dinner together!HAHHA but its still FUN FUN FUN!