Sunday, June 25, 2006
the time now is 0221 in the morning.there is totally nothing for me to do.i went through all my friends blog.having a very werid feeling now.some of them seems to be feeling very low and some of them made some serious decision and what am i doing?i wasted my whole month doing totally nothing.maybe the best of all that i had done is my decision to go back to church and learn again.
when school reopen in like one day time.i will try to study alone home.not going out to study anymore unless it doesnt workout.i am going to bring my world to a whole new place.i am going to start studying for my O level.to make sure i can get into the poly i want.although i am not very sure which poly i hope to be in but i think i had more or less know where i want to go in my interest.i guess my study will more or less confirm after i really understand what all the course are about.i wouldnt want to get into some werid course that are werider then what i am.
some people says that wa you do have a lot of interest now.cant you think about your O LEVEL first.but its ok.i really hope i can achieve my interest.i hope i can learn FIRST AID by end of this year.after my O LEVEL that is 19 november.should be ok.then i shall start looking for a job to start on my saving.i seriously seriously hope i can learn diving and continue my kayaking.shall start on 3 star.its not that cheap afterall.
i started on saving since last week to make sure i can get my digitalCAMERA by end of this year so that i can start taking down my interesting life after my secondary school.i seriously believe i will have a very interesting life after that.
1) start STUDYING alone.
2) start SAVING already
3) get my DIGITALcamera
4) get over with Olevel
5) learn FIRST AID
6) start WORK
7) start SAVING again
8) learn DIVING
9) continue KAYAKING
10) if possible MOUNTIANclimbing
I AM LOVING GUITAR SO MUCH!
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