Saturday, March 29, 2008
that very first day.
everything was lke a stranger to you.
someone sat beside you, who also happens to be sitting beside you during lesson,
only a number away.
your instinct, he's the one.
days goes by having that though,
being together makes you feel nothing but comfortable.
he influence you to participle the same activty,
and you did.
another person appeared and you felt the warmth.
spending time after school together is nothing but fun.
playing simple games and learning stuff.
navie but thats the joy of everything.
just waiting for the same music to start to signal,
home sweet home.
and everyday passes like this.
through the days you got to know someone really special.
the one thatgave you life.
you believed in it.
and again nothign else matters.
and again that very first day.
you see people going through what you went through
and think. thats funny.
what happens to the person who happens to sit beside you?
you didnt manage to maintain that relationship.
and its still a number away.
and about the person who make you felt the warmth?
you grow with them.
thorugh thick and thin.
with beauitful musics and backup.
the instrutment of your life then.
maybe its just music but its played for the one that give you life.
everyone though the same.
the arua we give is just too much.
but we didnt know it.
yet another person come by.
you enjoyed it
and always laughed at your first encounter.
yet another very first day.
you knew not a person but a whole group of people who literally shared the same dream as you.
you though it would be forever.
so nice that you called it your second home.
you though everything would always be so nice.
remember the aura of music?
it was too much.
people didnt appreciate it.
you see the person being moody for the day
you ask ed what happened?
all you have is silents.
met up and a single word is what causes it
tears in everyone's eyes.
everyone though it was for the best,
but now you notice it was a wrong choice then.
people started disappearing.
and thats goodbye.
two new people came in.
knifes and shouts is in
you started chasing people with chopper because you though your expectation wasnt reached.
through the days you learned you couldnt do without them
yes, another very first day.
you laughed at the people coming in.
the group who you think is your second home kind of disappeared.
the feeling you have is no longer there.
you hope to find peace in other place.
but to no vaild.
though to yourself as a outcast.
lied to yourself that laughing would be the way out.
you laughed and forced youself to be happy.
that till now you even managed to lie to tyourself that you are happy.
because you laughed.
you founded a temp home
everyone who though to themself as an outcast was there.
little did you know you foud yourself a group of friends,
true friends.
so true but you forgot about the older days.
you left and remained in this temp home.
everyone you wished for came as expected.
you just know they will be there.
waited for the day to pass by.
and it went by.
you found true relationship.
first day.
you though you wanted more then anything to leave,
but after leaving you found out you wanted more then anything to stay.
someone new came by.
you didnt know him like you wanted to.
he just kind of shine among the rest.
got to know each other.
you though you might know him for life.
and till know you didnt know if its possible or not.
the day came for you to leave.
the first day flashes.
the first day flashes.
the first day flashes.
the first day flashes.
the first day flashes.
the guy who sat beside you.
the person who gives you life.
the two guy.
the aura of music.
the tears.
the chopper.
everything flashes by.
yet another first day.
and everything was like a stranger to you onces again.
you behaved like you know everything.
act nothing like youself.
but you though you finally found yourself.
people looked at you and laugh.
the year ended.
and all you get.
"the nosiest is the quietest"
6 people came by.
you though you found them
and behaved like the best of all.
seems fine but it isnt.
laughter.
and now.
the true friends you knew thourgh the years.
you doubt them
you didnt believe in them
you are worried about losing them
but at least now you know you need to have the confidence in them
you know they will be there the moment you call them
confidence.
left as they might, they will always be back.
believe in them.
the 6 people who came by, they are gone.
you though you should be sad
and sad you became.
but realised there's nothing thats sad about it
since you saw it coming.
let it go
and off they go.
you laugh looking at their nicks.
and said goodbye.
and now you let go of these bad memories.
goodbye.
and hoping for a new great start.
TO ENJOY THE PROCESS.=D
theGREENfreak freaked 3:34 AM
suddenly everything in the past seems to be a joke.
HAHAHAHAHAA.
taking everything that happen too seriously.
and forgetting about enjoying the process.
but i guess starting to do that now wouldnt be too late.
HHAHAHAHHA
smile and enjoy life.
and everything would workout somehow.
somehow.
yo.
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you know it when the days passes.
things that's real
and things that's just passing clouds.
things that matter to you most
and things that dont matter to you at all.
try as you might to make it look like it matters alot to you,
it just don't.
you enjoy those times
but when you look back and see.
it's nothing.
theGREENfreak freaked 3:16 AM
Sunday, March 09, 2008
do you remember the many time you cried?
and the reason behind it.
when you realised your passion is falling apart?
when you think you buddy is leaving you because his job is done?
when you realised you very best friend might just be the one you like?
or for whateer reasons.
you cried for a reason.
and when you cried, you realised how much it meant to you.
stuff are going on fine here.
temper didnt manage to get the hand of me.
theGREENfreak freaked 12:24 AM
Thursday, March 06, 2008
" Our relation strengthen time and time, from all the quarrels, PS, fun all that, we still remain as one ONE FOR ALL and ALL FOR ONE, and really, NOTHING'S GONNA STOP US NOW."
heard this song a moment ago.
and here's the lyrics.
really meaningful one.
THE TIME HAS COMEI close my eyes
And I can see
The day we met
Just one moment and I knew
You're my best friend
'Do anything
For you
We've gone so far
And done so much
And I feel
Like we've always been together
Right by my side
Through thick and thin
You're the part of my life
I'll always remember
The time has come
It's for the best I know it
Who could've guessed that you and I...
somehow, someday
We'd have to say goodbye.
You've helped me find
The strengh inside
And the courage
To make all my dreams come true
How will I find
Another friend
Like you
Two of a kind
That's what we are
And it seemed
Like we were always winning
But as our team
Is torn apart
I wish we could go
Back to the beginning
The time has come
It's for the best I know it
Who could've guessed that you and I...
Somehow, some way
We'd have to say goodbye.
Somehow today...
...we have to say goodbye
really.its a nice song.
GOODBYE.
theGREENfreak freaked 10:14 PM
Monday, March 03, 2008
so i have this weird personality.
i hate people who tell me what he or she wants for present.
i hate people who ask for presents.
okay no i dont hate them,
i feel disgusted.
totally.
remember those times when meeting up seem so easy and expected.
you dont need any reason to meet up and stuff.
just a word "MAC" and a whole day would be spent there.
but that was then.
for now. even carefully planned meet up wouldnt be sucessful.
you need to think of whats the program for the day, the reason to come out more and more.
and now.
its near to impossible to meet up.
how sad.
got so excited for the day.
and wanted more then anything for the day to come.
and that day came.
but it left me bangging on my wall.
it has been more then a month,
gave up meeting up
sorry for not been able to understand the diffculty of meeting up.
maybe it could all very well be a dream,
so thanks for the sweet dreams in the past.
i dont expect anymore coming.
no wonder people often says the past is always better then the present.
ask me whats exciting about life?
i have no idea.
maybe staring on walls could be the excitment of life.
well at least i am getting on fine.
maybe a thousand would be coming to me.
maybe my very own designed tees would be out.
maybe i can start earning from it.
which is more important?
friends or anything else?
i need confirmation,
so please give me a sign
thats all folks!
i have full confidence in everyone,
i doubt.
theGREENfreak freaked 1:15 AM
