i hate being bored.i hate being real bored.it just make me think about the past.i suspose i shouldnt have anything left for me to complain.i had a good family although we are consider quite poor we can still live happily.i have a nice sister.i had alot of friends in school.i used to have NCC .i have HPT and i have a good class in school.just talk about being in HPT.i have so much real friends with me.i have failure, at least she knows when to shut up.anyway she nice ok.haha.vanessa too.nice girl too.fishy a true friend.yiyuan a nice friend.feifei none to say.lastly pretty obvious the KOKERS. =) i thank GOD for all these people ni my life.especially KOKERS.its a extra for me,because from the start if my understudy wasnt them at all, i wonder what would it end up.KOKERS.great guys.can really depend on them to get things done.kokliang, good to talk to, understand me well.a bit cock though.kokwei, not so good to talk to but understand me real well too, attitude guy haha but not to me. actually kokwei is a shy guy he is not good at expressing himself.haha.i like the KOKERS!i LOVE them as my brother.not gay yup.thanks KOKLIANG thanks KOKWEI.
i am glad to have all of them
i am glad to have KOKERS.=]
i have a good church too.from the start of my secondary school, if its isnt because of my church i don know where i will be now.the guidance i got.thnaks.i used to love my church a lot.damn lots.because i use to feel i can really depend on them but i no longer feel the same way.its just different.because of church i got to know a lot of good friends.one of them is chze sing.real nice sister.we were once being warned by pastor we are still young cannot be together.haha its just because we were close.i guess church its the cause of many things,my good upbringing i suspose.the way i think.my change came from church too.i guess.i change when i was sec 1 and i changed again when i was in sec 3.due to the disband.i am always thoughing myself.since we were thinking about band band band nowadays it just bring me to think about our old band.just painly cherlene chze sing jill and me.just the four of us.its the nicest part of my life.all the three girls are important to me .very important .they are just like my younger sis.jill had left the church.i didnt get to really speak to her for like 2 years already but i really hope she will be back.i like having her around.after she left, everything in church changed.everything.everyone changed.church just inst the same anymore.church still feel boring for me after two years, there isnt any life at all.i don know about band.i don know if i want the band because i want t prise GOD with it or i just want to get the feeling of the old band back.to light up my fire in christ again. i really don know.i though myself being a christain because even someone who we think would never leave GOD left GOD.the one who seems like the model chirstian left GOD.
i shall remain hopeful.
hope jill be back.
lets hope she will see this.=)
things always change.no matter what things always change.people says no use missing one absence.because when you miss someone its onil for a small period of time.after time years wheather he come back a not it no longer bothers.i really agree to this.it same goes for me missing jill's absence missing the old church feeling but at least it bothers me now.
i like my life now.but still missing the past.
i LOVE my friends.=)
LOGISTICS TRIO ROCKS!
people changes.just like the pictue says =)
thats just a year different.
I AM LOVING GUITAR SO MUCH!not as much though
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