Sunday, July 09, 2006
mix feeling.woke up late today.real late.didnt meet the rest of the grads in the morning because i had church.but turn out i didnt turn up for church because i overslept.so i woke up late, had my lunch saw zhenhui helping her mom out.so after the service end i went to look for the rest at coffee express.and after that we had band.
band =(
was very chuai.we didnt had a guitar cable, mike and stuff.i almost cannot remember my am at all.out if a sudden, i just felt very sad and depressed.i havd thrown away everything that pastor goh and jiajun had taught me in the past.all of it!but after all we got very thing ''ready'' so i said can i say something.i said.i am very depressed and sad.the rest of the stuff that happened isnt going to be written down here.the feeling was just like myself breaking apart.the feeling is unbearable.but i suppose stuff turn out ok.we are able to paly a few songs and stuff.totally different.but our first aim is to play at sec one camp!so if we are able to acheive that the campfire ic and the band will be mostly the same people.went northpoint after that and helped chze sing and went home.
i deirc.
i felt lost.
i felt useless.
at that moment.
i felt i had dissapointed
pastor goh again.
althought its just the begining.
I LOVE GUITAR!but i guess i am not up to it currently.
XXxsIaoGUyDaLExXx
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