Monday, October 16, 2006
THE TIME NOW IS 0109,
early in the morning.everything seems so calm and peaceful=).
my living room is now a living hell.the floor is full of all my ten year series and guidebooks. will be studying in school tomorrow.hope it will spur me on.in less then a month time it will be the start of O level.and in less then 5 weeks time will be the end of O level.
i like the feeling during the morning. everything seem to slow down and so is my brain.people is worrying about how their o level is going to be and so am i but there is another thing in my mind that is what is going to happen after O level. is my dream of attending my first aid course and kayaking course going to happen?. my life is going to have a big change i suspose.and its already happening. i hope my life after Os wouldnt be too intense for me.i would really like to enjoy myself while i can. be away from all the technologies.a day cycling kayaking and rock climbing would really be great.
i used to think that whenever there is HPT i wouldnt definately not missed it.thats my thinking before handover 06. i though even during O level i would also help out in the planning for adventure camp. but now i relise it isnt so, i can stil have fun without HPT activities.i used to think HPT is my life but not anymore.
i guess as someone starts on something new, the passion for it will be really strong but as time passes the passion would slowly lessen. its goes the same for everything.in my case, HPT and Titus. i can never accecpt the fact that titus has combined with the other cell but the truth is so. until now i guess my attendance for church has not being so bad until these few months. its a countinous 8 weeks of skippings.
whats my purpose of being born. christians always says we are not here by chance and we are put here for a purpose. i wonder how my life have being.from primary school to secondary school has being a turning point for my life. so would being admitted in a poly be another turning point of my life?
now everything in my brain seem to be in a mess.a lot of thoughts are going through my mind.even all the stuff that i am typing is in a mess.but i am still glad my life in not in a mess.
too much to blog about so i shall end now.
THE TIME NOW IS 0137, I HAVE BLOGGED FOR 28 MINS.
learning as i grow.
chunfu, dale
16 october 2006.
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