Wednesday, February 21, 2007
okay lets try not to be emo=)
has anyone think about how much you actually know your BLODDY HELL self??
usually people who feel that they are always right will say yes.
and they really feel they know themselves bloddy hell well=).
well.
i knew myself more after these few incident.=)
i knew that when i am sad. don bother about me.
you try bothering me and you will know you did something hell wrong.
and i know i need to be alone when i am up sad.
and and. i will try to think that when i am alone i will try to figure out whats wrong.
but usually nothing comes out.so just forget about it.
its a heart thing.
usually when i am up sad about someone.
that person is so damn important in my life.
because i wouldnt bother getting up sad over some stupid idiots.
i will only be up sad over someone who is of some value in my heart.
to make me up sad = you are impoortant.
to make me BLAST out my tears = you are HELL HELL important.
to make me BLAST out laughing = you are so seriously idiot that i wouldnt bother feeling sad over you.
* anyway you don have to be a girl to be someone important in my life=)
thats note number one today=)
(some of it were contributed by miss failure wong=))
note number two=)
i don like being forced to do something.
because even when you don say anything i will do it.
the moment you forced me to do it .
JUST FORGET ABOUT IT.
no deal.
i like to have the freedom to decide what to do.
note number three=)
when i feel that things are not going to work out.
i wouldnt try to make it work out.
its not that i try to escape from responsibility.
its just that its no use.
and its not that i give up.
its just that WHATS THE USE???.
and i knew this from various event.
event 1-when i quit student council in sec 3 (but the stupid thing is that less then 2 months i joined council under HPT)
event 2-when i quit the CLT course last year (but the stupid thing is that i didnt know how to reply the message miss seh sent and that sir rizman called. therefore back i go)
event 3-happening soon.and only KOK knew about it=) (its decided, nothing's going to change it)
well.how well do you know yourself??
*maybe i choose to leave because i choose to have the easy way out=)
who knows?. since i don know myself well.
dale's feeling written down
theGREENfreak freaked 12:43 AM
