Monday, March 26, 2007
chatted with chze sing a moment ago.
she said this. " just like you in the past".
while in the past i told jill. "i am feeling how you feel in the past".
its regarding church life. people who slowly leaves the church usually had a very werid feeling i suspose. and usually only then, the person will understand how the people who leaves eariler feels.first jill, next me and chze sing. people might say we are not strong in fate, but we says its getting bored.a routine, not a want but a must.
for people like me and sing. we have been in church for like 6 to 7 years.. the closing of youth band, the closing of titus, the merging of titus with timothy, the new comers, all these are just the the little little events that atually make us lose our faith and slowly make us lose our direction.
and i understand how chze sing is feeling, the many many messages and reminders from many people who keep asking us to go for services. its just plain irritating, how many of those people who message us actually knows how we feel? not much i suspose. in their point of view they are getting us back, but in our point of view, nothing but irritating. whenever we says we overseplt therefore we missed services, the people will say next week we give you morning call! HAHAHA. but do they actually knows we meant to skip the service, we didnt actually want to attend the service?
nevermind that.
lets talk about her.
=) i like her, plain brother and sister love. we went through alot together.we had alot of fun together.i knew her as the irritating girl who keep fighting with me when i first enter church. she was just a P6 girl then. we spent a lot of time together when she entered PHS, after school, without saying anything, all of us are bound to be seen at the pastoral care room.FUN FUN FUN! games! and not returning homr until we heard the 6PM song.HAHA. we were almost always the last group pf people to leave the school. to me, she is always so nice, and will always smile whatever happen, you will never see her cry unless something serious happen. she loves to sleep=) no matter how noisy we can get, if she's tired she will sleep no matter what. haha. although alot of people comes and leave in the church, she's always there, she might not be the best christian around the block but she is sure to be the most sincere girl ever.
i will alway srememebr how she calls me! the first who calls me ah fu! whenever she calls she will run over and shout ah fu with a big smile and start talking non-stop.=) and she's the one who gives me the name dale!HAHA. we might not have met for a lot time but i believe she's still the same.
went to church the last two weeks, didnt see her there.
to me its okay to few tired at church, but the main thing is to know who's the GOD.
rememebr this.
its okay to be away, as long as you know when to be back.
this post seem werid.
dale's feeling written down.
theGREENfreak freaked 12:59 AM
