Wednesday, January 23, 2008
ask me our relationship.
i will tell you it takes lots of confidence to say that i trust you.
and it takes much more to maintain the relationship.
and i might tell you i am lacking in that confidence to maintain this relationship.
ask me about fate.
i will tell you how i first got to know you.
remember the days when someone shouted to ask me to eat shit.
someone saying he knows how to do balloon dogs.
someone laughing out loud together like no ones business listening to music in the middle of the road.
someone who gave flowers to the people i like.
talk about fate and this is what you will get.
fate might be the one to bring people together.
but it takes more then fate to keep the relationship going.
and definately it takes nothing to bring the relationship back like we had never known each other.
if only time could go back to where we first met.
i wouldnt mind.
being scolded to eat shit like for the rest of life.
someone to keep nagging he knows how to do a balloon dog.
to keep laughing in the middle of the road listening to music.
and of course to see you giving flowers to the girl i like forever.
but it wouldnt be possible.
unless i were to go into a coma (provided during the coma i still can think back)
so for now,
struggling to keep the relationship going.
lets meet up until the time runs out.
lets laugh together even when the joke aint funny
lets chat till the lights goes off.
lets all troubles to be away..
all quarrels to be mute..
all for the clear purpose of keeping this relationship going.
maybe we known each other too well.
maybe we have done all the things possible together
maybe we have told all the jokes in the world.
maybe we might have left with nothing to say.
since we are able to read each other mind.
i really dont mind staring at everyone of you for hours,
knowing we are still friends.
its consider a micrale that i am able to write this whole thing out.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.
anyway if i only left with a sentence to tell everyone.
"thanks for being there" (if you were there)
and please this is not a EMO post!
aahhahahahaha.
and choong wei just told me,
OGL having selection this week.
to think that a year ago i though of becoming one.
as for now. forget it la!HAHAHHAHAHAA
LAZY!
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