Thursday, January 17, 2008
done with 2 ICAs and excel project got approved (finally) and here i am.
i seroiusly though that after the 2 days of paper i would be feeling so mich better and would be sleeping like a dead log after school,
but i didnt.
people went home after paper to rest, while i rush to have "photoshoot" with the pals.(and note i am super duper tired.)
after "photoshoot" i rush to find jennica to complete our 2nd draft for excel.(i was super duper tired)
supposed to meet kokwei after my project to study.
but guess what?
i went to the place where we are supposed to meet and he's also on his way there but i went home because I AM WAY TOO TIRED.
cant wait for the exams to be over.
feeling way too abnormal for the past 2 weeks, and have been coughing for the second week already and i guess blood is going to be out of my mouth soon.
and if that really happens, i guess thats the end.
but anyway 2 ICAs over and i am really glad about it!
I wonder what would happen to everyone ten years dow the road.
by then i would have already celebrated my 28th birthday
i might have got married and have a good career
and i might have a child.
and all i am left with is my wife and child.
and when my child grow up, he will ask
"daddy! daddy! do you have many good friends?"
i guess i might answer...
"i dont have alot of them but i have a few of them who knows me best and had always been there for your daddy"
then maybe i would take up some pics and start pointing at some of them and say.
"look at the girl over there! normally she would be jumping around and shouting and doing some weird actions with weird tune of her own and she is really nice"
"look at the two guys! OMG. look at them, they almost killed your daddy when he was young because they are irritating in their own ways, but i guess nothing could be compared to them then a few people."
"oya oya! look at the huge guy over here! he's really irritating then, he followed his decision after we told him that he don make his own decision, and he followed it big time!"
"shit. i didnt think i would have his photo, but i guess i had it. there he is!, he's your dad greatest enemy but yet one of your dad's (weirdest?, closest? or grestest?, okay i dont have the answer to this blank...) friend. we sat at the mrt and told each otehr that we dislike each otehr so much that we laughed at each other."
then my child would say
"seem like all your friends are super weird and irritating, i hope i wouldnt have this kinds of friend"
i would most properly reply
"you better dont hope to have this kinds of friends but must have this kinds of friends"
then he will go "daddy! daddy! thats all you have?"
"oya you reminded me.. look at the six people here, they made your dad's year one in poly memorable"
"shit! i didnt though that i would forget about this person, wait i shall look for a picture where he look nicest in. there i have it! ya this little guy here, i guess nothing's able to get to his place. we met by chance but our relationship didnt get better by chance i guess. we just got close naturally."
then i would start getting other pictures of HPT, NCC, NYP, PHS and others to show him.he might get too bored and say.
"daddy! daddy! its getting late, and its my bed time!"
thats what i would envision myself to be,
but alots going to change in these few years i guess.
and i seriously believe if we are meant to be, we are meant to be.
theGREENfreak freaked 4:54 AM
